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i just had the worst nightmare ever. i'm walking through a scaled down version of the house i grew up in. there's a lot more windows than there used to be. but, certains rooms don't have the entryways that they used to. i have to get to them by just thinking about it really hard and then i would appear in them. the precense of my mom was dad was extremely frightening for reason even though they weren't doing anything threatening towards me. my brother and his kid were not around. it was night. i hear a loud bang on the front door, and then some knocking. the knocking doesn't sound and it's very loud. there's two people standing at the front of the door and they seem to be like young kids. i don't remember what they said, but, the one on the left assaulted me violently. he threw his fucking SHOE at me, and it HURT, BADLY. it hit me so hard that it bounced off of me and landed INSIDE the house. instead of hitting him, i walk to the shoe, it's a loafer, i grab it, and i return to the front door to hand it back to him. theyre both gone. i run out the front door yelling "HEY!! HEEEEYY!", i see them getting into a car. i jump about 30-40 feet into the air and launch the shoe at the moving vehicle. their car is a small, red sports vehicle. i try to read the license plate but i can't make it out. i walk back inside my house after this, and im looking for my parents. i can't find them anywhere. this is where things get downright fucked up. a shoe falls out of mid-air in the middle of my living room where i'm standing. it materializes and falls to the ground. it's a different shoe than belonged to the guy who threw his at me, whose name ive just recalled as "ALKI". grabbing the shoe, i realize that i am dreaming. i'm like, "this is a fucking dream". but i had to make sure. i run into the kitchen and i see my moms reflection in the window behind her. she's sitting down reading a book. but i do not see HER. now, right now i am typing this i feel just downright fucking creeped out. i start |
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i start screaming as loud as i can, trying to wake up from the dream. i do. but, what happens is ive woken up from one stage of the dream where i was in the setting of the house i grew up in. the second one was this MOTHER FUCKING WHITE ROOM WITH A GREY ALIEN STANDING ONTOP OF ME AND I AM UNABLE TO SO MUCH AS MOVE MY ARMS OR LEGS. i feel myself trying to scramble awake but it just doesn't work. i can feel my body, and, i can hear my subconscious screaming reaching my body and it just comes out as "GLugglGLUGGHHG", "AAUuuuUUGhghhhHH". i remember the sound of my voice. the alien just stands there, looking at me with his huge head and swollen, large black eyes. my entire existance becomes terror. absolute terror. i finally shake myself awake and i spring out of bed sweating profusely (my ceiling fan was on, and when i tore away the covers, the air hitting the moisture made me FREEZE), i do not ever want this to happen again |
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sick shit |
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for a moment there, you were out of the matrix |
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acording to freud this means you consiousnessly want to have sex with your own mother |
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cons = subcons |
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oh, and mother = father (?) in this very sick dream |
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now that i am trying to regain the memories of the nightmare -- i now remember distinctly this alien was fighting my thoughts. he/she/it was using telekinesis to convince me that i was conconcting all of these happenings myself, and that he/she/it was not actually real. it was like, "you're making this up. you are a delusional creature. stop deceiving yourself." |
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my father wasn't significant in the dream but his precense was just as frightening to me as my moms was. the first thing i did when i got out of bed was i walked into the kitchen to get something to drink, even though i was not thirsty at all. i saw my mom in the living room sitting at the table reading in EXACT SAME SPOT i had seen her REFLECTION in the nightmare. my 3 year old neice had already been awake and was following me around without saying a word. i stood for a few minutes looking outside a window in the kitchen at my backyard and i began to have the same feeling i had IN THE FUCKING NIGHTMARE, like if i yelled and shook hard enough i would wake up again! |
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i would also like to say that i have just noticed a fucking OBJECT UNDER THE SKIN ON THE BACK OF MY MOTHER FUCKING HEAD. |
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hmmmmm was just acne buildup. im going to try to go back to sleep |
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the alien being on top of you stopping you from moving sounds like , particularly symptom |
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Deep. I love dreams, but not nightmares. I have this thing called sleep paralysis, terrible. Feels like the back of your head is going through a black hole vacuum and you can't move your body, or scream. It's like you skipped a stage where you were suppose to fall asleep, so you're actually conscious when your body shuts off and prepares to go into that void. Hmm, I don't think there is a technique to wake up once you realize you're in a nightmare. Normally the realization would call for a lucid celebration (sex, and lots of it. maybe some cool supernatural stuff too, after the sex, or during the search for sex), but yeah with a nightmare, I've tried opening/shutting my eyes rapidly and screaming, and it works sometimes, but most times just takes you to another dream realm of terror. Don't know why you dreamed of aliens. Are you afraid of aliens perhaps? Sometimes I have nightmares of seeing HUGE spacecrafts in the sky, and it scares me senseless. But then I see the star ship enterprise too and know that EVERYTHING is under control. |
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no, |
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thank you for bringing some sense of coherence to this thread. |
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No more reading William Gibson and listening to mad beats just before going to bed. |
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mad insane beats |
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i remember that when i was a kid, closing my eyes for 3 seconds in a dream or nightmare would ALWAYS wake me up. It helped me over and over again. To cut back to the paralises thing. I read somewhere that every human being has a form of these between-awake-and-sleep conditions. I have a strange form of this condition where i can actually see things that aren't there, right inbetween asleep and awake status. Like, i'm still asleep and about to wake up, but i already opened my eyes, but can't speak or anything. And then i'd see things that aren't really there, which is freaky at times. I'd mostly just stare at an object, and it'll glow bright white (not reflecting anything in my room) and it'll be guided by the sound of a distorted stretched bell-sound played backwards. These conditions are kinda cool though, imo. |
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Yeah, sometimes it's a cool experience. But often times I find it so terrifying. I get it so often that once in a while I'll decide to just give it a go and try not to get myself out of the paralysis, just to see how extreme it gets. The further I go into this vacuum void, the more raw the anxiety and terror becomes. I actually start to feel a threshold where I'll be lost. I know this probably isn't so, but the feeling is raw enough to be inarguable and ineffable. I have to wake up out of this. Now, wiggle your big toe. |
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Don't know why you dreamed of aliens. Are you afraid of aliens perhaps? Sometimes I have nightmares of seeing HUGE spacecrafts in the sky, and it scares me senseless. i am not exactly afraid of aliens. i know of aliens, but, i do not know what any of their intentions would be if i were to come in contact with one. there is also the subject of abduction, running tests, etc. you dont hear much about abductions anymore. maybe they are finished studying our physiology and have now moved onto the last study which is our psychology and spirituality. i always look at the sky and i am constantly searching for UFO's. i have only seen one UFO in my life. that question also caused me to remember several other things from my dream. i was being caused to black out, (even though the sensation was more of a "white out") every time i would spot one of their UFO's in the sky. i was looking outside of the windows in my home and catching them all over the place, and it'd be lke i was getting punched in the head each time i spotted one. i think i had some kind of implant that allowed me to zoom in on them, too. it seems to be less of a nightmare and more of a warning now! |
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that sensation you described and horsefactory linked is exactly what happened. i couldn't MOVE. i was awake, and inside of a terrifying nightmare, but i could not wake up out of it. and youre right, the correct thing to do in this situation would have been to dream up a bunch of beautiful women and fuck them like crazy! |
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Ever become lucid, then manifest a bunch of beautiful women and start fucking them, or try to, but the excitements got you waking up. and you're like "FUCK! NOT AGAIN!" |
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Hahahaha, that's never happened to me. if it did i'd just eat a bunch of ambien and lay back down |
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Looks like it's just me. |
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side step left. walk forward. pick up the cheese. |
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