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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2006-08-14 01:00 [#01953593]
Points: 8833 Status: Regular
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so im on a cross country drive from salem massachusetts to santa cruz california and my cars fuel pump died outside of knoxville tennessee on thursday afternoon and the only car repair shop that could even get to the car is closed on weekends and couldnt ge the part on friday so weve been stuck here till at least monday.
i almost raped my best friend tonight and i feel fucking sick. ive been chain smoking cigarettes and still cant get this feeling off my chest. we talked about it, and she said shes ok (were rediculously close, shes the most important person in the world to me) but i still feel like she isnt. i feel like an absolutely terrible person. some people talk about not liking who they are, but being fucking scared shitless of who you are is a far worse situation.
im a borderline insomniac and cant fuckign sleep and were sharing a hotel room and i cant do a thing without waking her up. right now im holed up in the bathroom with the fan on so i can at least smoke cigarettes because she has the only key to the room and i dont know where it is.
at this point i think i have given up on the thought of sleep for the night, so hopefully enough of you will be up to entertin me here for the next 5 hours or so.
shit, i can barely breathe, im panicing the fuck out.
help.
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2006-08-14 01:47 [#01953601]
Points: 8833 Status: Regular
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bah, please, let this die into the obscurity of the bottom of the main page, im overreacting, as i always do with her. (after talking to some friends they have assured me that what i did was far from almost-rape, so keep the castration kits tucked away for now).
unless you really wanna say something, altho i doubt anyone will.
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unabomber
from Palma de Mallorca (Spain) on 2006-08-14 01:48 [#01953602]
Points: 3756 Status: Regular
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I will.
How far you gone, dude? Rape sucks, rap is better...
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2006-08-14 01:52 [#01953603]
Points: 8833 Status: Regular | Followup to unabomber: #01953602
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you sick fuck, im not giving you any jerking off material :P
just rest assured, no penetration.
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Ezkerraldean
from the lowest common denominator (United Kingdom) on 2006-08-14 02:00 [#01953604]
Points: 5733 Status: Addict
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ha, tennessee. why the fuck did you want to go there? it's all just bible-bashers and elvis impersonators.
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2006-08-14 02:03 [#01953606]
Points: 8833 Status: Regular | Followup to Ezkerraldean: #01953604
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*ahem* so im on a cross country drive from salem massachusetts to
santa cruz california and my cars fuel pump died outside of knoxville tennessee
and knoxville is actually a pretty cool city, the u of tn is here so theres a pretty decent sized liberal population, we found a little hippy square with amazing non-meatcentric restaurants (unlike everywhere else, natalie is a veggie and people look at her like she has two heads when she asks to sub meat for fruit on a breakfast dish or somehting), an organic food coop and even a farmers market!
almost made me feel like i was home. but not quite. and not anymore, by a long shot. i reeeallly need to get out of this town.
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Ezkerraldean
from the lowest common denominator (United Kingdom) on 2006-08-14 02:09 [#01953613]
Points: 5733 Status: Addict | Followup to hedphukkerr: #01953606
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joke, but dw
any elvis-impersonating buskers? or is that all just in nashville?
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magness
from astroblaster (Antarctica) on 2006-08-14 06:56 [#01953686]
Points: 589 Status: Lurker | Followup to hedphukkerr: #01953593
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i'm in knoxville at the moment and i just sent you a mail come on by and listen to some records
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Chihiro
from twins land on 2006-08-14 07:05 [#01953695]
Points: 4650 Status: Regular
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daysleeper
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elusive
from detroit (United States) on 2006-08-14 08:05 [#01953705]
Points: 18368 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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im hear
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