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I get sick easy, especially since I'm always around myself and I'm sick of myself. I mean if maybe one girl just once would one time ever touch me, maybe I wouldn't have to constantly feel like a twitching imploded fractal with jagged edges directing inward on itself endlessly and existing in the same space causing whole sections to twitchingly alternate from shifting into other dimensions and having some constant telefrag which bears down like plyers on every single one of my neurons that all hate eachother. My neurons are planning a mutiny. Maybe I would theoretically do only 2 the first time. I mean if we were magically transported to some theoretical universe where everything is opposite including right and wrong, given that doing drugs of any kind is bad. Ah, just 1 the first time. For all I fucking know maybe I'm allergic to them. And of course all this risk reduction makes little sense to someone that wanted to die for a long time, but my brain is not likely to create thoughts that make sense given its current condition, now is it? |
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My neurons are planning a mutiny. |
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My neurons are planning a mutiny. |
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My neurons are planning a mutiny. |
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My neurons are planning a mutiny. |
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My neurons are planning a mutiny. |
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Don't do it. |
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I'm cool. Vanilla Ice has given me new inspiration to live! I like myself. I like ducks. Some people eat duck fetuses. |
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I tried hbw-r seeds about a month ago, got a bag of around 100 from ebay for £10. took some with some friends around 11am on sunday morning, was still awake from the prev night after a mental night on a few other substances. What follwed over the course of the day was the most intense trip i have ever had, basically i took around 25 of the seeds and half an acid, chewed them for about 10 mins then swallowed, bad idea! The visuals and sound were quite incredible more intense than any shroom or acid trip, but the paranoia fucked my head up, to the point were i believe i have still not fully recovered. I did have alot on my mind at the time i.e. relationship probs with girlfriend. But at the same time i did learn alot about myself and my personality. I was sick for an hour, and felt like i would never snap out of the trip, since then i have not taken any drugs, which is hard being a regular ecstacy user. I did feel something positive came out of the experience i.e. dont take drugs, but who knows, it was a scary experience, but you live and learn |
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Damn, swallowed 25. That's about 5 times the dose of most erowid posts; you could have potentially died perhaps as the seeds contain cyanide or some shizzle. It also seems like many who have deeper trips do so because of other things they took along with the seeds (acid). |
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yeah i read about the cyanide part after i took them, but definetely the acid and weed to enhance the experience ten-fold |
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LSA = Life Shattering Affirmation my favourite drug |
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Haha, yeah, I have that too.. did you read the "side-effects" thing? It can cause hallucinations and spasms, but it works really really good when my stomach's fucked. I usually only get mild twitching in random muscles. |
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wow. that really is almost incomprehensibly stupid. is there even a point in asking 'what were you expecting?' i wonder? probably not. |
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like i said i was still out my tits from the night before, my way of thinking was slightly distorted |
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I finally got around to examining these; at first I was shaving off little slivers of the black stuff all the way around still leaving a pretty hard shell thinking that was it. Then I realized the entire black part is the shell and comes off/seperates pretty easy after cracking it. and the insides resemble the greenish or tan/light brown of pistachios only much smaller. Maybe that's why some get sick and some don't; maybe some eat more than this pistachio center. I need to get high so I can receive telepathic communications from gmork. I won't though because it is not legal. |
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i'm gonna have to call the cops about this. |
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"Chewing 3 of these and then swishing in my mouth for 15 minutes did precisely jack shit over the course of 3 hours (without swallowing any). At least I didn't get sick. When does gmork pop out of the ceiling and tell me to kill people and serve the nothing? I mean I didn't even see one pixel of my vision abnormally colored or anything. I guess next time I'll actually swallow 1 only. Next time swallow 3 only. Because I don't wanna get sick. When I get sick, it adds to my default backdrop of constant sickness. I'm kinda doubting these things. Everyone that got high did so as a result of other drugs they took along with them. Maybe I accidently got apple seeds." is what I would say if I just now tried that, ie. if their legality wasn't questionable and if I wasn't opposed to drugs since they are bad for you. |
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Oh shut up. Here, hit this, it will mellow you out, maa-aaaan. |
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Oh and what's all this talk about drinking and smoking being a waste? 2 fine ales and a bowl and im feeling excellent. Suit yourselves. |
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"Chewing AND swallowing only 2 of them seemed to give me a barely perceptable buzz that only lasted like 20 minutes. Everything was normal but I felt only very very slightly drunk to the point where I wasn't even positive if I was or not. I did feel hardly noticably sick for only 2 minutes (not even positive if I even was or not) or so but had no idea if that was related to the seeds or to the fact that I didn't eat a damn thing all day except 2 hard boiled eggs because all my dishes are dirty (and have been dirty for like a month)." is some text I found from some other anonymous author other than me. |
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why don't you people go and buy them in ready-made pill form? take 4 at once |
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Took 4 this time (deshelled, chewed seeds as is with water, swallowed). Ain't jack shit happened. I even ate 2 hardboiled eggs so I sure wasn't sick. Everything was exactly what it would have been like if I didn't take them at all. This is stupid. |
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nobody ever said you need to 'deshell' them. the alkaloids might as well be concentrated in the shell. *sigh* you aren't trying hard enough. |
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erowid isn't that clear: "seed pods contain 4-6 seeds. Seeds are removed from pods and fungus-like coating is scraped or flamed off (author recommends scaping as much as possible and flaming the rest, as the coating can be thick and it's easy to end up turning the whole seed into a chunk of carbon if you just flame it). 4-8 seeds are chewed on an empty stomach (to minimize nausea). Seeds sold commercially are generally already removed from the pods. The seeds themselves resemble small chocolate chips, but are hard as rocks and have the coating mentioned above." So that must mean you have to remove the 'coating' on the 'small chocolate chips'. It doesn't look 'fungus like' but the only coating I see is a dark brown shell. I have the 'small chocolate chips'. None of you remove these shells? |
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I hate being hypersensitive now. I can't do any drugs without going completely bonkers. I can't even have a cup of fucking coffee without being thrown into a harsh anxiety attack. Fuck drugs. Unless you have a good time on them, then it's ok. I want to find my last save state in life, a good checkpoint where my mind wasn't fragged. I miss weed and shrooms. And coffee. |
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maybe I have a strain with no LSA: "These organic, untreated seeds are imported directly from our private grower in Madagascar and inspected for freshness and quality upon arrival. This particular strain of HBWR contains no LSA (the consumption of which is illegal in many parts of the world)." |
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right. and i'm sure you could buy fresh coffeebeans without caffeine in them too. i dont see how they remove lsa if the seeds are 'untreated' as they say. I wouldnt know how they would do that in any case. anyway, like razorbladeUK says, the caps are worth a shot. I have tried other varieties of the 'happy caps' and they work. do a search for trip-e caps and order. this is your last chance. if these dont work for you, i would give up on lsa. |
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when i ordered from those sites, they just bypassed the legal system by saying it didn't contain the active ingrediant, many of which actually did. that or a label saying "NOT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION!" |
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