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i keep thinking next pay check ill get the shotgun but i never do it i justify it saying i owe my boss for employing me and maybe my parents but i pray to die some nights i wish suicide parlours were available innit. |
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stop seeking attention and seek yourself some happiness. dont kill yourslef either, thats bad. |
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dont tell me what to do im just trying to get ad vice on how to snuff it. |
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Well, drowning is supposedly a pretty peacefull way to die. |
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I tried cutting my wrists once but it wasn't fun, and in the end I ended up chickening out before I cut deep enough. I think I made the right choice. |
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But in the end, what the experts say probly qualifies here. People who end up killing themselves never threaten or talk about it too much. They just go and kill themselves. The people who talk about it are the ones who want attention. |
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i guess im agitating for legalized suicide like in kurt vonnegut jrs welcome to the monkey house im sorry you felt down enough to try cutting your wrists out that is a difficult method but supposedly the femoral arteries are better for it i think if i did a suicide i might decapitate me. |
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remember kids, down the street, not across the road. |
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I don't think were that overpopulated yet. |
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I hope you can overcome your misery. I sympathise and understand at least a little bit since I used to think about it a lot too. I can't really offer much help, just some notes. You might be able to eliminate most of what is bothering you without resorting to this drastic route. If you can figure out what is bothering you, maybe try to get rid of that. I myself am no longer very suicidal much at all. I think people and civilization mostly bothered me and I mostly escaped from them by moving to a barren area. I'm much happier now in general. Biologically, the brain itself cannot feel pain. This was always a comforting fact to me when I thought about it a lot. In medical history some gun suicide attempts have failed and resulted in someone shooting out their eye and surviving. So IF you ultimately choose this path, aim very well. Seriously I suggest to try and fix the problem through other means. You might have to make a major change and change can be scary. If you hate work, be like me and move into a barren area far from any major city. But first research which have very cheap apartments for rent. You want cheap apartments because of the barrenness, NOT because of the ghetto/crime terrible area it's in. Then only work 24 hours a week in a minimum wage job like me... This lifestyle beats the fuck out of my previous one or any where you have to do shit you absolutely hate for typically 40 hrs a week. What worked for me might not work for you since we're all unique so try and find what works for you. And lastly watch some Richard Simmons video tapes. Even if you're not overweight he can be VERY motivational PLUS he is sexy. |
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why do you want to kill yourself? just wondering.. |
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what you meant to say is "I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF" I've been thinking about it too... |
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well, i'm off to fucking fuck myself. see you tomorrow, unless you all wake up dead |
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Don't listen to this person. You should take people who talk about committing suicide very seriously. I used to feel similarly to you but experience has unfortunately taught me otherwise. |
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Males have a higher suicide success rate. I always partly had that going for me considering I'm a hermaphrodite. |
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this shit is not fucking funny |
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LMAO |
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I wonder how high the success rate on wrist cutting is. I bet very low. Maybe you can wait until you get a nose bleed but then just never stop it :). For one thing, you'd have so much time while the dying was taking place... during which you might suddenly change your mind and call 911 or someone might accidently barge in on you and get help. With a gun it's a single definate lightening quick decision. BANG so much blood for such a tiny little hole problems have solutions a lifetime of fucking things up and fixed in one... determined... flaaaaaaash... everything's blue in this world the deepest shade of mushroom blue all spilling out of my head |
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Thats true. Why the fuck does life have to suck so bad for some people? |
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To play a mind game, next time you get a stuffy nose, pretend you are only allowed to breath through one nostril, not your mouth. That would be terrible. You would suffocate... but very slowly. You'd keep struggling by being able to get a little bit of breath. |
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Okay, take the downward spiral off the record player. |
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I put the root of the problem on humankind's increasingly artificial lifestyle, becoming more and more alien to humans who have pretty much the same genetic makeup as hunter gatherers. It might seem naive perhaps to wrap the whole problem up like that, but usually when I see ill things around me, that ultimate cause seems to be it. |
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Perhaps. Talk of suicide. There has already been one suicide on this board that was made well known. I remember when it happened, and someone posted a picture of them, and you could see deep sadness in their eyes. I know the deep pain, lonliness and desparation of extreme depression. I can only begin to immagine the depth of someone who actually follows through with it. But the human mind is such where generally - unless its to such an extreme where clinical help is necessary - it can bring itself out from a depression just as well as put itself in one. I still can't quite understand how someone can make the depression that they feel so real as to see no other recourse but suicide. That has a strange logic to it. I guess depression has its own logic. |
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My girlfriend killed herself. Suicide is fucking stupid. If you decide you kill yourself, just know that I will be laughing at you for being a stupid fuck. |
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keep it on watmm, fag |
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Hahah...Mapatazee, I guess your sympathy only extends to those who demand attention. Suicide is a dark vortex that ruins the lives of the people that care. Of course tht tne should see a shrink or if the impulse is strong call a hotline. I believe the guy is schizophrenic and to a degree I'm very sympathetic. However, eventually suicide comes down to a choice. Suicide is the wrong choice, the choice of the weak. If the person decides to join the side of the living, then they deserve all the help they can get, to get through the pain that being a part of the living entails. But if they choose otherwise, then... As someone who's been there, I know there's a line. You can't keep giving and the other taking. At some point the person has to make a conscious choice to reach back towards you. |
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it's stupid how the brain logically thinks that actually dying has a benefit. People want to die from depression because they want relief. But since you are dead you will unable to feel that relief, therefore it is pointless. I have been depressed in my life, i think everyone has at some point, so we can all relate with you, but it is not the end! Find something you like doing, something that will cheer you up, for me it is seeing my friend IN REAL LIFE, not on the shitty internet. for me, nothing beats socialising, it makes me very happy, but recently i've been very happy without socialising since i've just been playing the keyboard, doing web design work and so on. Once you find something that will cheer you up, you'll have positive thoughts and you will forget the bad ones, remember, when you're sad, your mind builds up all the bad things in your life, or which you currently have - and it forgets the good points! - it basically makes things seem worse because when your depressed (i know this sounds odd) you Want to believe tihngs are much worse, this is where the above comes into play (only thinking about bad stuff) Final words, there are people out there, even if you feel alone right now who care about you, and there's also tons of stuff to get from life still :) |
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why idmers are disturbed? |
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because we are intelligent? |
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maybe we are intelligent because we are disturbed. |
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what came first? |
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the flarn. |
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pigster i actually listen to a lot of aphex stuff because i dont understand it. what i mean is that, it's extremly complex, and i enjoy that factor. it's like i'm slowly progressing to understanding it, because it is THE main point where i'm heading (in skill wise). I've yet to see any other artist as sophisticated on drums/beats as aphex twin. of course, there is venetian snares who i also really admire, but recently having a chat on a past post, i slowly started reading messages from members that he kind of guesses most of his stuff. so i'm not sure, either way, both are great, oh and.. if you know any other artists in mind that i might like to know, please tell me. |
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chin up thatne, i love you :) |
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fried chicken. |
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seconded. |
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dark shit |
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OMG me 2 lol! |
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thatne, if sex could cheer you up, give me a call |
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thatne: are you serious? suicide is nothing to joke around about. if you are serious, dont do it, be strong. |
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death is too scary, I can't do it |
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do me. |
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i don't know whether this is serious but if it is, please take care come and talk to me also if you want, let me know |
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do a suicide to someone else, to test it out |
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fuck you, your poetry and your seeking attention threads drugs are well fucking your head now go to bed or fuck back to w.a.t.m.m. or pump up the jam whatever ---------------------------------------------------- i'm calm now. i hope you're joking you little bastard. |
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. and no, it's not fucking funny. |
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i cant understand anymore why people really want to kill themselves. i really wanted to twice (and im only 18, scary) because i thought my life was really crap - i had no aims, no friends etc. and both times, afterwards my life improved. that whole mindset is way behind me. just dont give up or let go. |
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i cant understand anymore why people really want to kill themselves. i really wanted to twice (and im only 18, scary) because i thought my life was really crap - i had no aims, no friends etc. and both times, afterwards my life improved. that whole mindset is way behind me. just dont give up or let go. |
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think about the people you will hurt with your suicide. cool - you will be dead but how many will be sad for their whole fucking lives remembering how you ended. i hope you have a good argument - your life has to be pretty fucked to do something like this. i see that there is the word parents in your post. i could expect that. 90 % of every suicidal thought starts with "family" or "parents". that's why more and more younger people (14-) kill themselves. but there is help i mean - you should not actually talk about that in this virtual reality shit. that needs someone physical. |
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