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I`m having a real fucking bad day, week, month. It seems like the more possitive I am the worse everything gets for me. It is sort of like that Kurt Cobain line, I miss the comfort of being sad. Not saying I want things to go bad, everything is there, just not right. It`s kind of like having a new car that can`t on the road. Everything is great, but nothing works. I guess if you are looking for specifics I am starting to get the feeling that I need to live more for food and work then to actually enjoy and exsperience life. Seems like people with social accomplishments have a much better life then people with personal accomplishments. I was thinking of starting to listen to rap and stuff, really go backwards and try to blend in to the best of my abilities. This is just one big fight I don`t want to continue anymore. |
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Don't worrrry, fungusman. I have a carr that I CAN'T GET OUT OF THE FUCKING CARR LOT, and my insurrance is sky high. So much forr doing things prroperrly. I've thought about that exact Nirvana line beforre, I think about it when things arre going well because I'm always anxious waiting forr the shit to hit the sadness fan again. All I do is worrk and drrink. Some days I wake up happy, some days I wake up sad. |
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I'm not too happy myself lately, but it's probably just due to being sick or because there isn't much sunlight around here, which apparently makes people depressed. |
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join the club |
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Funny how yourr prroblems arre so serrious you can't EVEN mention them on XLT but still you feel you need a sympathetic earr frrom the memberrs, yet you thrrow fucking comments like join the club at everryone else. You stupid little prrick. |
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Anus! Anus! Anus! |
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that wasn't meant to be an insensitive throwaway comment. i'm not going to apologise because i wasn't being rude by saying that, i was being honest and real. i've found through the people i know and have met from all walks of life, that you don't have to look very far too see such issues. |
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join the club... honest and rreal. shut up won't you. |
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MARLOWE! |
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.and what exactly was Gary Glitter thinking with that "D'you wanna be in My gang?" song? |
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the amount of people i've befriended and worked with and the like, you don't have to go far below the surface to see how many people there are out there who are desperatley unhappy, yet carry on a charade of contentment. people aimlessly wondering from one day to the next. people stuck in the rat race, but don't do a thing about it, because they belive their is no other option or they've got no energy left. people like this are everywhere all around us. by saying 'join the club' i wansn't being offensive, i was impyling that fungusmans problem is very widespread. at the end of the day it doesn't really matter what i say, because you're only going to insult me in your next post. i thought you had decided to stop antagonising me, but apparantly not. there really is no need for any of this, its so pointless and inane. |
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It`s the next day... thanks for the post I though no one would respond. I have been doing a lot of thinking and I think I am going to write. I don`t know how, but I really have a lot of things I need to say. The feeling waste and anger is sinking in to the point where it seems like it would be much more forfilling to breakdown and freak out and go on a huge fucking rampage. If there was another word for media I`d use it right now but I think all of our problems are to be blamed on the nurolinguistic programming of the media and the constant struggle to keep individuality in a conforming fuck fest cologne world. I need more sex and clubs i how I feel right now. And not cool clubs, I mean like clubs that play tu pac and 50 cent. Can anyone relate to the last comment ? |
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I can rrelate to 'sex clubs'. I spend quite a bit of time in them. |
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hahaha! the last paragraph actually made me laugh a bit... I think you should try the rampage. |
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What's yourr point? We'rre all awarre that we'rre all the same boat, do you think fungusman doesn't know that? Do you think you werre telling him something new... no, yourr post was anotherr pointless waste of space just like all the rrest. |
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If you watch the news everyday or end up in clubs once a week, I advise stopping that. It's just uber-depressing. I know what you mean about work though. It's like we just live to keep on living and theres no point to our lives other than to pay bills and taxes so we can 'enjoy' a happy existance with our physical belongings. |
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It`s scary. I think a just as ridiculus notion would be thinking that I need to make a change. The real trick I would presume is to be happy with what you have. With so many stipulation imposed on us (more so NERDS) it is really hard to not drown yourself in a pool of self pity. How ontologically secure can you possable be when a girl you fantasize about living a peaceful life with takes it in the ass while wraping her lips around drunk club cock. How easy is it too become one of those morons. VERY. So drop your pride and be a fucknaut alphamale? Or be proud, but greatly unfulfilled. |
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maybe in another life, you and me could have been brothers. maybe we could wipe the slate clean. maybe you will still hate me. honestly, life is too short to hold grudges. i'm sorry for pissing you off. |
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things could be worse, fungus. you just have to roll with the punches. but i do think a social life is the first step towards feeling better about things. that's what i did, and i'm actually quite happy right now. |
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I didn't read a single post in this thread, so is the nature of the POOR ME phenomenon. I am also not so well off, I feel like a timid sloth... |
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wassup rass clart? |
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XLT Commune: reversing the burdens of society to the "conforming fuck fest cologne world!" |
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i'm having a really good year so far. so nobody worry about ol' me ok? |
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