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i've been away from my girl for 3 months now ..... very strange because we been together 5 years and i've temp relocated for the time being (for work )and now it's waging havoc on me .... at first we'd talk every other day or so ... now it's like a week goes by and we don't speak .. supposedly we're stable but this isolation has caused my mind to go crazy .. does she like being seperated ? is she seeing someone else ? am i trying to create problems because i want out of it ? is it because i haven't smoked weed in a couple months ( that's im going kooky )? ...... do i not trust her ? am i paranoid or sentient ... have i really been free ( well, my girlfriend isn't around )these past few months and haven't taken advantage of that by creating new friends ? what if i don't want to?( what if i'd rather just work on some tunes?) sometimes i feel good about being monogomus but sometime i feel like an asshole for believing the whole idea of being with one person only ... the funny thing is when we met, we wanted nothing to do with the other sex, relationships .. phone calls . dates .... none of that , then i guess that's what got us interested very strange this thing about love and relationships ... is it really just a chemical reaction that we attach so much meaning and mystisism to .... wow, that's funny how i just blurted all that out ... |
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