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Ok, so i have this crazy fear that when I am in a fragile situation, such as in an airport or a museum or am holding a knife or a gun or walking by a baby, I have this fear that I will have a moment of thoughtlessness and do something completely crazy. Like (respectively) scream "terrorists!", or smash a work of art, or stab myself, or shoot someone, or kick a baby. I start to sweat alot when I am near stuff like this. Anyone else have that? |
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I know the train of thought you're referring to, but I think your real problem is that you cannot get rid of that train of thought. |
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Dam. |
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If I'm in a car with the window next to me open and I have something in my hand I'm constantly having to tell myself not to throw it out. I could be holding a phone, a laptop, a watch, a baby, and I'll be having visions of me throwing them out. I have to wind up the window. Then I'm ok. |
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Are you going nuts? |
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Yeah, I have that one too. |
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when im drunk i have to constantly tell myself not to go try and make out with every girl in the room. does this count? |
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It sounds, to me, like mild panic anxiety disorder, where some of the symptoms can include the fear you'll go mad and do something somehow against your will. Ohhh I've had that, the panic, the shakes, can't breath, the mind reeling... right pain in the arse. |
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Right by where I live is one of the busiest dual carraigeways in the country and when I am driving down next to the articulated lorries I constantly have the urge to turn the car into them. Sometimes the urge is there with normal cars as well, I just want to turn the wheel. Luckily I have only done it once and they got the blame. |
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I have weird thoughts when i'm near an edge pretty high up. Rotasky, you handle guns often? |
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His job is a gun toting, knife wielding baby sitter who organises trips to airports and museums. :( |
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And of course, what does he do in his spare time? :) |
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He gives talks/practical demonstrations to mother/baby groups about knives and guns in selected airports and museums nation wide. |
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He posts here. |
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yes and what does he post about? knives, guns, babies, airports ans museums. Actually come to think of it, the fool is obsessed and needs mental help. |
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i have this fear about finishing my |
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i have the same thing. sometimes when i'm waiting to cross the street i start to wonder if i'll jump out in front of a car. or if i'm somewhere up high, i get worried i might jump. or maybe i'll be drinking some coke at my computer and kind of get nervous that i might dump it all over my computer and tip the table over or something. or in church or a library, somewhere you're supposed to be quiet, i start thinking 'jee i hope i don't stand up and yell "fuck you ALLLLLLLLLLL motherFUCKERRRS" really loud'... all of these things would be really interesting to do. the only problem is the consequences. |
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kick a baby? |
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It sounds like a panic attack or a mild one anyway to me. I get them now and then but have learnt to prevent them more often than not now. They tend to run in the family too so you could talk to your parents (if poss) about it and they will understand (at least the panic attack feeling anyway). what works for me is relaxing - make sure you take time to relax, whether it be tv, reading, listening to music properly, or whatever works for you. ive started to try meditating a bit and its pretty good. ive got this book about it that tells you how beneficial it is for your body and mind; i.e. its the reverse of being anxious. the techniques are pretty hard- you really have to focus, but this teaches you to focus in the future. it really frees your brain up to be more creative and rational too. |
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Damn I thought I was a bit crazy for having this problem, im glad you're all a little crazy too |
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i have a fear of people spelling the word 'weird' wrongly... it scares me .... |
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i kind of have this fear too, every time im holding a pin or needle i picture it going into someones eye, just looking at a sharp needle makes me imagine in slow motion the act of piercing a squishy eye :( whenever im holding a needle and someone walks up to me i yell at them to go away in case i shove it in their eye or something... |
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when i'm sitting in the backseat of a car, i always feel like opening the door and rolling out. i end up having to lock the door. i blame my imagination, which never stops. |
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Yeah all the time but mine goes super in depth. Very similar to the gentleman that i followed up to in this post. I'll take it a step further and think of people and how they would react and create dialogue and how they would respond to my actions and how i would have to respond to them. Sometimes (for example) i'll picture this "hot shot tough guy" wigger type. I picture saying things like "arent you aware that the gangsta rap fad passed in late 1995?" and continue to talk about how he is wasting his life. Things like "look in the mirror? Is this what you wanted? Is this the top of the fucking mountain? Do you think just because you color coordinate your baby blue FUBU gear that you have style? Are you aware that white people that wear sweat pants are scrubby? Are you aware that your consistant use of ebonics makes you look like you didnt finish grade school? You arent from the core and if you were you would be able to afford that FUBU shit anyways because your ass would be addicted to crack if your white ass was alive at all. Dont you dare give me this shit how you had a rough life just because you wanted to rebel against mommy and daddy to look cool. ITS CALLED BEING A TEENAGER YOU FUCK!" at that point the wigger man resorts to making an attack like move at a loss of things to say. He would do the standard push followed by the "wat bitch?!?" to which i would retort by a knife to the soft area right below your shoulder in the front. Or maybe a stun gun attack. Then i would talk down to him while he was injured in hopes that he may reevaluate his life and picture things that he holds dear and change his ways. stuff like that |
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owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! |
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It's nice that you want to change people. I just want them to die. |
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When im in a plane, i often have this envy of just braking the window open. |
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i envy those people too. wait...what? |
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haahha! :p |
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Don't worry, this is a common enough problem, someone posted a video of a police officer "accidentaly" shooting himself in a gun safety class. |
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I often get sudden urges to shoot everyone in sight |
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read some freud and you'll be fine |
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Or not. |
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Fear is the mind killer. |
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very true. once I'm scared I become useless |
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i am the only person in my house that can deal with spiders/insects. its pretty annoying when the whole family screams out my name, and i come running towards them like the house is on fire or something, and its just a moth rolling around on the ceiling. and after ive caught it in a glass i have to open the back door myself with my elbows because they are too scared to open the door themselves, in case they get too close to my trapped little friend. |
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yeah i know what you mean kind of. only i get it when i'm thinking too harrd about not doing something. forr example i was in ourr shopping centerr and i had a scrrunched up Hungy Jacks paperr bag and i looking down into the lowerr section and said 'Don't thrrow this at that man, don't thrrow this at that man' at which point my hand just decided to thrrow the bag at the man. |
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i have some weird fear, less strong than when i was a child but still somewhat resurfacing in a slighter way sometimes, that people near me can read my mind. for example when they're walking on the same ground surface. apart from that, the weird fear described in this topic seems very comprehensible to me... because you can get crazy, let your madness/wildness out, your civilized manners can give in... it can actually seem weird that you're not going crazy like you'd like to. |
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I fear wanking in public. |
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For me it's less of a fear but more of an urge to do something you know is wrong but doing it will give you a kick. Like Anus' story, throwing random objects at strangers in supermarkets. Sounds like fun. Uzim: I sometimes get the mind reading feeling when I have dirty thoughts about females in my presence. |
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