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i feel i'm going insnane. and that's for sure. i've been walking the streets, thinking about absurd stuff like starring in an autobigraphical movie and talking abou everything in sight and stuff theat i'm sure i haven't seen. it's all the same with or without drugs. i've smoked a lot of weed, i've been on lsd, heroine and cocaine. it's the same with or without them. and i feel i'm loosing all of what is regarded as reason. with or without them. i've seen sinking ships and crawling sewers. with or without them. i've been thinking i've wasted my life. i think i'm happy sometimes. i think i'm desperate sometimes. with or without them. i'mm kinda dead inside. and come back to life at the verge ofsleep. only then i feel safe. because i don't realize what i've been doing. i'm loosing it. |
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I don't care. Sorry. |
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i play tennis well though... |
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same. i don't care either. |
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he..hmmm...drugs are bad, mmkay? |
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go and see a doctor. |
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there's a light sometimes when i drop down. voices laughing. they say things like "greetings from your grandmother. she's well". i have tapes that i regard as being physical memories. i've been talking about everything. recorded stuff. i found "krapp's last tape" much later. it made me feel sad. and worse. am i wasting my life creating memories? |
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no. memories are great. they make you what you are. |
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so why come on an electronic music board to discuss? |
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... so ehm, what music do you like? |
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concentarating on memories sux though, living with them, all the time. sacrificing everything to remeber. saving a state to recall. ever though a recall is not like restoring. even though i can't start again. memoeries kill me. future is fading when memories promis a bliss. makes life useless. |
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when I look inside myself I find, Im not comfortable inside my mind do be doo doo... |
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MUSIC KIOSK. |
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weakling child, you're asking a reasonable question. so, you're a reasonable man. just like most of the people here. i'm seaking for reasonable answers. where else should i go? |
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though questions evade somehow |
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qrter, doctors are worse than i am. they'veseen too mmuch, they've heard too much. they're worse than i am. at least i swim out at times. they've already drowned. |
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It's a familiar thing to me. Stop doing the drugs see a doctor and wait a while. |
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let's hang ourselves! |
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You go first! |
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We will follow .... promise |
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i already did. at the age of 12. i hang myself from a tree. my mother found me. unfortunately on time. i still remember the screams. the hectic touches. she was saving me. there's nothing like the feeling someone is saving you. nothing makes you more certain your life is worth it like being saved. |
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Thats nothing. If you are really insane you should wear letherhausen , shuv a piece of elephant poo in your mouth and then try to sing something from "Sound Of Music" |
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that's pretty cheap. i guess i'm better than you, insianity is not something to be afraid by. it's a state of consciousness that grats you the most extraordinary of lives. live your shit. i'm a dream. now i go floating. |
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thank you all for being so unexceptional. i feel alive again. so long! |
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what are you sacrificing by remembering? saving a state to recall? what? with all due respect, lay off the drugs. go see a psychologist. |
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Yeah you are a golden god . |
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the internet stinks. |
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nope, that's just the dry semen on your keyboard. |
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okay, disturbing little insight into your life there, please don't do that again. |
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what the..? this was a troll, surely? i fail to see what you could have gotten out of this? |
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sorry, i had this uncontrolable urge to share. |
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THATS WHAT HAPPENS, YOU SEE? we use this electronic music forum to discuss shit and elect kings and queens and then this ripe of people appear here with an insanity disorder and make we waste our time and neuronimns. this would never happen on watmm. |
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they have leah |
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