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Yep, i am... See you later |
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again!? |
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A reply to the wrong person, but what the hell. |
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sorry, but at least you are facing it. i hate it when impending doom catches me from behind. i'm sore for weeks. |
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What is with people making threads and then saying nothing besides "yep, see you later" |
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yeah, at least tell us the problem... |
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I will make this point: I am not leaving here... Until i die, which at this current rate is going to be very soon... i am really at breaking point, my life is completely fucked and i can't really see any form of escape... |
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although i cannot tell you how to fix things, i can assure you that many people feel that way. |
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I hate to be a cunt but just because a lot of people feel that way it dosen't matter to me because i couldn't give a shit becauser i feel the same way as them... I fucking hate my life |
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try to have fun wih your depression. it helped me before. the colors bleed weirdly, shapes deform, sounds mix quite musically if you try to listen to everything around tou. it was quite strange when i was standing once in a video store infront of a big wall full of cassetted and dvds and i couldn't read a fucking word for some reason. it's kinda fun. only look from the right angle. just stay away from people for a while. |
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That isn't an option... I already have more commitments than i can handle. |
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why do you take on more commitments then you can handle then? |
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commitments? that's just in your head. commitments mean you do too much for others. not that i don't believe in helping people. the word commitment just seems to be a paradox in and of itself. what are you truly commited to? |
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I didn't feel this bad when i took them on. I have shows to do, money to find so i don't kicked out of where i am living lots of other things which are too personal for me to go into here, all of those and i am signed off of work with mental problems. Very close to snapping... |
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dont snap, you always feel bad later... i snapped at work and felt hung over the next day, like the anger caused a chemical change or something |
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It isn't a choice you have, it happens. |
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We know what you mean anyway :) |
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It was appreciated! : ) That was my second genuine smile of the day. |
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