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happy cycling
from berlin on 2004-04-29 17:22 [#01167674]
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i'm back home (from uni in vancouver) to the suburbs of toronto. mother is away to israel to watch her father die. father quit his job last year, a nervous wreck, agitated. using his computer right now -- the history buffer (i didn't check, it just showed up) shows some website for toronto 'escorts' websites. i really could care less for fidelity -- but i'm just so disgusted. i don't know if he actually paid for this or if this is just bemused speculation but i don't really want to know either. earlier this year he accidentally left open some email to a singles website, pretty desperate stuff. his blood sugar is dangerously high and the doctor warned him that he's headed for a serious case of diabetes, but he hasn't really changed his eating habits at all. meanwhile i'm here in this suburban wasteland -- moms walking their dog and dressed up in ten pounds of make up to go to brunch at the local mall.. stressed out about my own life, bored out of my mind, depressed for my miserble family, and i have no idea what to do for the next four months. help.
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mappatazee
from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2004-04-29 17:24 [#01167678]
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'help' came to mind while i was reading that, though I forgot the title was already
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Key_Secret
from Sverige (Sweden) on 2004-04-29 17:25 [#01167680]
Points: 9325 Status: Regular | Followup to mappatazee: #01167678
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I also read it... I just don't know what to say. How can I help you? You haven't given me enough information.
But deal with problems sooner rather than later.
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DeadEight
from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-04-29 17:25 [#01167681]
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you should channel your energies into creative exploits...
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pOgO
from behind your belly button fluff on 2004-04-29 17:26 [#01167685]
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what do you want to do?
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happy cycling
from berlin on 2004-04-29 17:28 [#01167687]
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my life is nowhere near as pathetically wrecked, but i got dumped by my gf a couple of months ago, and am not doing as well in school as i hoped. i just got my own shit to deal with, you know. my mom wants me to move back because she says the family is in a tight spot and needs me. i feel guilty, but i don't think i can stay here. when my mom comes back, things will just get worst. she is a neurotic who lashes out at everyone. i've got four months of absolute misery and nothingness, and then i'm going back to a school i don't really like.
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happy cycling
from berlin on 2004-04-29 17:31 [#01167690]
Points: 2786 Status: Regular | Followup to pOgO: #01167685
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sell the movie rights of this family's life to todd solondz
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pOgO
from behind your belly button fluff on 2004-04-29 17:31 [#01167692]
Points: 12687 Status: Lurker | Followup to happy cycling: #01167687
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Have you told your mum how you feel? How all this is effecting you?
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DeadEight
from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-04-29 17:33 [#01167695]
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if you don't want to be there permanently, i don't think they should force you to be... the baby boomers have to learn how to live their lives for themselves again...
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pOgO
from behind your belly button fluff on 2004-04-29 17:35 [#01167702]
Points: 12687 Status: Lurker | Followup to happy cycling: #01167690
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right...... DONT do that........... yet
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happy cycling
from berlin on 2004-04-29 17:35 [#01167703]
Points: 2786 Status: Regular | Followup to pOgO: #01167692
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like i said, my mom is currently in israel coping with the impending death of her dad. i don't really want to whine about how my summer isn't going as planned.
i'm utterly sorry to spout off these completely off topic posts. i just felt like if i don't type this SOMEWHERE i'd have to smash my head into a wall.
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DeadEight
from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-04-29 17:47 [#01167717]
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don't worry about it dude... i'm sure there are plenty of us here who'd rather hear your concerns than have you suffer silently... i hope all goes well
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Ganymede
from Tlön, Uqbar, Orbis Tertius on 2004-04-29 23:38 [#01167888]
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I'll have my kabbalist friends pray for you...
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od_step_cloak
from Pleth (Australia) on 2004-04-30 01:08 [#01167901]
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Well I hope shit works out one way or the other. If I were you I'd def have a chat to the dad about the escort shit though
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