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um... some of you may remember me from when i was able to post music.. some of you may remember me from my last post (paraphrased: help i'm fucked on coke) --- after a life altering 6 month daily cocaine addiction, i am nearly two months clean. Woooha! I can hear music again, I can think straight, I have reconnected with a brain chemistry that I actually ENJOY!!! I'm homeless in Los Angeles, without a lot of self defense skills, but fuckin' a, it's 100% more enjoyable than being a tormented soulless robot sucking cocaine hydrochloride up it's sniffer. Glad to see there are still familiar handles on here. I feel good inside. |
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welcome back! glad to hear you're well! good luck with everything! |
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My first post was on that thread. Glad you're okay :) |
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Welcome back man. I havent met you before but its nice to meet ya. Congratulations on getting clean. |
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I remember your post about all that. Good to hear from you. |
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dude, I disassembled my entire brain.. I've been working from the ground up since 2 months ago. I called up a friend after I'd been smoking the fuckin' rock for a few weeks and told her I was fucked. She got me a bus ticket, I left to the city of angels with a broken powerbook g4, the clothes on my back, and some top ramen. I'm in Santa Monica now, and haven't touched the stuff. Life is fucking incredible-- i've been avoiding drugs for the most part, and my dopamine levels are starting to make my mind vibrate again. I couldn't do anything but eat and sleep for two weeks after leaving hell in a three day ounce o' rock crackfest. I can think without having a panic attack, get an erection, and I danced all the way to the drugstore today listening to druqks. I never wanted to dance down the street like I do now. All of the music I really like makes me cry with joy now. The world is clear and I'm having delusions that I am the son of god-- I've been taking them with a grain of salt, but a newfound spiritual connection with chaos has been attained, and my brain is firecracking. |
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