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it seems that all my friends have girlfriends now. just recently a friend of mine, who is quite a prick, got a girl. him, that prick, of all people - don't get me wrong, he's my friend, but he's an asshole. he's also a completely different person around him. and some of my friends are/are getting married. i'd like to find someone to hold sometime in my life, but lately i guess it has been too much to bear. uugghh. damn these feelings of loneliness. at times like this i end up killing all my emotions. sorry for my bitching, but usually posting it here makes me feel better. |
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*he's a completely different person around her i means. |
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Perhaps he's not faking being a different person around her. People do behave differently with their partners to how they do with their friends, there's nothing two-faced about it, it's perfectly natural. |
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yeah i used to feel like that too, all my so called friends all had girlfriends despite the fact that they were assholes. ( I have since given up on those 'friends' after realising how much they made me feel shit ). And so i was pretty down on myself about not having a girlfriend, but then a beautiful girl came along, and that was 2.5 years ago. So i mean, dont worry about it so much, jsut keep being yourself and sooner or later the right one will come for you. I know it sounds lame but i believe it. :) |
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heres pic of my girlfriend Nadia of 5 long years |
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I met this girl last month and i think she is quite wonderful. She has so many qualities that i could want in someone. I am quite fortunate! :) |
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no no i wasn't trying to insult him. i'm just angry knowing that he's getting that kind of happiness that makes you transform - i miss that happiness so much. staplemouth - thanks for the encouragement. that's why i will always be at this board - no matter what inane problem is eating away at my life, someone is here to tell me i will live another day. :D |
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Ceri JC is correct, i act differently in different situations. I dont consider myself two faced or anything. But there is a limit to that. Like my old friends used to be so fake, real dicks, but then pretend they were golden when women were around. For instance, one used to go to church all the time and act like the best christian ever because these group of nice girls were, but he was just a big friekin phony and i used to get so pissed off when people couldnt see through it. |
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oddioblender> just wait until valntines day... i htink i'm just gonna take a couple of clonopins and sleep through it. |
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btw, rudster, well done! anyways, i guess it's worse lately cause of valentine's day coming up. i always hate valentine's day. it makes me feel so dead. |
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i know what you mean with the loneliness, man. i've never really had a girlfriend, kissed, or shared any moment of intimacy with anyone. i am really pathetic, and have become a sort of emotional masochist by this point, actually. i told this girl who i think the world of that i love her, and always think about her, and now she won't really talk to me anymore. she was one of the few people that i could relate to, but i can understand her counteractions. i guess all i can say is "just hang in there, buddy." ..but what a fucking cheerfully scornful statement. |
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ah sire i feel your pain. how about a hug then, you lovable huggable galoot? |
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i wish i could send everyone who is single, clonopin for valentines day. hahahah , "happy valentines day everyone, take these and pass out!" you should all just get loaded and play video games, and call up x girl friends. it'll be a blast. i'm dreading it. |
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Valentines Day should be abolished... like there should be a specific day to tell people you love them... loada shit. |
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i agree - valentine's day seems more like an excuse to get consumers in a frenzy to me. all because a saint was murdered on the day - and a massacre occurred. and of course, we buy chocolate and cards and flowers for our loved ones in our mourning and celebration of the deaths of these fine people. just like we hunt eggs to celebrate jesus' death! |
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dj xammax> i totally agree. my last years v-day was so fucked up. i'd rather be alone, then have one like last years. |
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funny how death makes people jubilant. for all we know, a hundred years from now 9/11 will be called Liberty Day, and we'll be buying nine-foot tower models to place and our living room, and have all our kids open presents around it. "Remember kids, thousands of people died today. Merry 9-11!" |
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Hah yeah... Strange thought. |
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well, thanks..if you say so.. i wish i really was loveable. i know you are a joking around, but the idea of E-hugging through the internet really annoys me. |
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somebody is an E-homophobe. hahaha! :D anyways i was joking. |
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this thread title immediately reminded me of this soft-pop-rock song from the 90's called "Jealousy", it goes: "Oooooooo-oh jealousy, ohwohwoh... jealousy... (etc.)" i thought it was by Jewel, but it wasn't... possibly paula cole? anyways it sucked... i will now listen to Einsturzende Neubauten to exorcize this demon.... in other news: Valentine's day is all part of the foucauldean model which outlines how western capitalist society channels our revolutionary forces into inane things like getting married cuz you're supposed to... |
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I've never been interested in girls, so I don't get jealous much. I'd be really uncomfortable and bored if I was in the position I see many guys in. Just not my thing. |
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as someone in what is now a 3 1/2 year relationship... if i ever did break up with my girlfriend, i would likely not bother to seek another relationship for a long time... instead i would devote myself to creating art... girls are cool and all... but you really have to find the right one to make it worth while... |
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yeah man, i feel ya. i've been alone most of my life. i guess it's me, i don't know, i just be myself. i get used to it, but at the same time, i don't want to get used to it. most of the time i just look at it like "eh, whatever". if the right girl comes along, great, if not, then i'll live (mostly). lonely people unite! U-N-I-T-Y! |
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ah dozier long time no see. how is all in the magical land of houston? |
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ah, it's cool. we're all calming down after the supah bowl. |
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hey, is Denton near that area? |
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it is indeed. why do you ask? |
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there's an anticon show there in march, i might try to get up there. |
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anticon eh? how much do you think it will cost? hopefully i can scrounge something up by then? where is this show - let me guess.... @ rubber gloves? |
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lemme check.. $8. at a place called Hailey's. do you know it? |
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no - to be honest, i've never even been to denton. i assumed it would be at rubber gloves, since that's where kid606 and tigerbeat played a while back. |
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I've recently been getting very "friendly" with this girl ana.. ok it's been more than friendly, I swear to god we connect on so many issues and things, more than I even feel like listing. A couple weeks back we were making out from 4 until 8 in the morning when we finally crashed, and then the next day we did the same thing... We always have a great time when we hang out (at least I know I do, and she tells me she does), and she seems to be really into me, but lately she hasn't been returning my calls, and I'm wondering if it's something I did .. I'm thinking of just being like "Okay, I need to know where we stand" but I don't want to... scare her off I guess. Fuck, I don't even know what's wrong with me. I just know that I like her and I wish she would make her feelings a little less ambiguous. Or at least drop me a fucking line. |
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I have a loving girlfriend, she's the best, been together for around 5 years, well, unless you discount that year where we took a break on account of my irresponsibilty :o perrissh!!! |
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meh.... fuck valentine's day. |
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it does get on top of you at times i agrree. but all my mates arre as single as me rright now. not because they brroke up with theirr girrlfrriends just that i've picked new frriends. rreally. i've made new frriends this last yearr, all single and dumped those cunts who werre pissing me about, it's grreat. that lonely feeling is not as strrong. |
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I am sorry to hear that you are feeling lonely oddioblender. I hope my letter arrives soon to cheer you up! |
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yeah i need to make some new friends as well. |
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Dont hate...GOOD things come to those who wait :> |
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you do if they arre like my old frriends. rreally fucking selfish cunts they werre. they still arre. the odd times i see them i just can't stand to listen to them. |
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well it's not as if my friends are bad, i just don't have enough. |
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you don't needs lots of frriends. |
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btw, i own some porrn. it has some lesbian Russians in it and they all go to this house and one of them says to the otherr 'you'rre not jealous arre you?' and coz theirr English accent is piss poorr it comes out as jeel-ee-hoose |
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and that floats my boat. |
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sometimes i'm jealous of people that are single, sometimes being together causes alot of undesired stress. |
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trrue storry btw. |
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japanese porn seems to suit me. sola aoi is HOT. |
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I agree, one good quality friend that you can confide in and trust totally is much better than a thousand 'mates' |
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any porrn seems to suit me. |
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Just saw this thread and had to register and reply (first post here). I recently broke up with my first ever girlfriend, we were kinda on a break but completely over tonight. Nothing bad's happened with us, but feel really terrible when i see her around, just think, damnit: i lost that. ophecks- up until last summer i used to think exactly the same as you. i didn't see the point, and there wasnt anybody i really liked. but i just tried it, and it was ****ing great, one of the best experiences of my life. well worth it, whatever time and effort you put in and when it ends, still worth it. But its ok - she didn't like afx anyway :D now to find a girl who does!! (harder than it sounds...) |
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