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Sometimes I wish I had the guts to Kill myself......POST HERE IF YOU ARE MENTAL ILL, LIKE TECHNO MUSIC, AAAND SEE A PSYCHATRIST (Like me) |
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Hi. O wait I don't see a psychatrrist, i just drrink prrecarrious amounts of beerr. |
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LIKE A REAL MAN !!!!! DUDE I ENVY YOU :) |
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Yes i like techno music No on the psychiatrist Yes on being mental - a few years ago i thought i was going insane. I got turned onto electronic music, xoloft, and weed, and now im okay, at least thats what my green bunny friend with the clown shoes tells me. |
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no but rreally i'd have to do something rreally mad herre to have to see a psychiatrrist. |
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I'm slightly psychotic, and suffer from some sort of borderline personality disorder. |
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no i've had prroblems that i don't want to go into but i tell thee the only curre is yourrself only you have the powerr to... so beerr then. |
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I'm mentaly ill, I make music. |
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My Internet Girlfriend doesnt love me anymore....aww.... :( |
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i need to go to psuchiatrist. i really should - im too nervous |
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im definitely not ok...but i manage for now |
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polish history of techno : there was a time when the music started to go out from underground. years 90-95,6,7. after U96 and 2 unlimited ( i started with these ! ) came Mayday , Thunderdome , then Tresor revolution. that was a boom i tell you. i remember that in 97 we had 3-4 newsletters about techno music - everyone of these died after year or two. but then came Club Rotation. Not so hard , not so ambitious. sweet melodies , stupid fast voices, idiotic lirycs. More and more influences from pop and from Germany - yes yes , Club Rotation , as techno , came to us from west. at start there was a balance between euro-techno and real techno. i was proud that i can say - im a techno fan. you could feel respect , honestly. but with years , to year 2003 techno pop take an advantage over more ambitious part of dance scene - and even IDM revolution couldnt stop this with powerfull Ae, Boc , Plaid AFX , Ninja Tune..... now i dont use word techno at all. who is using it ? stupid ladies painted like cheap pictures, atupid boneheads in fast cars with adidas on every part of their clothes , riding in car with opened window, Kai Tracid and Future Breeze pumpin so loud that you can hear it from kilometers, red sunglasses. techno means shit in Poland now , its more digustin than naked sean Paul , or even No Angels. this is history how good music can be destroyed by stupidity of people , how the money are destroying music scene. i wish it would never happen to IDM, but im affraid that my wishes are not become true. |
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If you continually harbor thoughts of killing yourself, you are depressed and hardly unique. Get some meds or a new shrink I hear weed and zoloft works... |
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indeed,,,i found a lot of peace in the music, weed, xoloft combo. you just really first gotta chill, then find what you really want to do with your time. then get stoned and do it, and its pretty fun. |
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been there done that and quite frankly its lame ass boring.... and now im an Adrenaline junkie who loves Redbull weeeeee |
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Redbull... one pound fucking five a can... NO WAY |
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2 bucks in DC... theyre easy to lift tho for a 5 finger discount ... and they give you a good rush take 3 its fun.... |
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? coffee is cheaper. I save my redbull for my Grey Goose. Isnt the shit made in portugal? should be cheaper for you limeys. |
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Oh yeah Club Rotation sucks....But ITS hardly TECHNO..its DANCE... |
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woah its monoid! that guy hates women |
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is alarmingly common. I bet a high percentage of posters on this board could qualify. |
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I've definetly got anxiety when I'm not regularly using drugs/smoking/drinking... I'm really backwards - I can deal with things like going up to stunning women and being really forward, can deal with car crashes, accidents, totally unphased... But simple things like going to a supermarket, standing in a que, driving on motorways, and I'm stressing out! Weed is good - But if I smoke weed I don't get anything done... |
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i used to be very depressed, and took pills for that. and now i am pretty paranoid and have the possibility of becoming schizophrenic later on if i don't watch myself when it comes to substance abuse. weed actually made my mental health worse, causing major signs to show in schizophrenic behavior, even up to a week after smoking any bit of it. now i am clean though. it was good while it lasted (the weed). p.s. i've made music for 4 years. |
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hmmm this turned into a fight club type meeting. |
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its funny you wrote this topic up. today i was telling my friend as i was driving... wouldn't it be cool to graduate with some sort of dipolma in engineering or science and eventually end up in a psychiatric institution. |
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on the outside i'm calm, but my brain runs at about a thousand miles per hour. i think about death alot and killing people and myself dying and violence. |
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hehehe, this is funny =D Im a psycho, yepp Im also calm on the outside and often smiles and laughs if i feel like i need 2 but on the inside im dead =D I cum blood and shit ! =D |
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indeed. |
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alarm bells are ringing... |
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so do I; I have very violent graphic thoughts. |
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I'm undergoing treatment. |
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sometimes i think its all in your own head, sometimes i try to keep it under control, and sometimes it feels great to just free your mind |
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that makes me understand something |
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that's the whole point, it IS all in your head, but that doesn't neccessarily mean it doesn't pose a problem. Your subconcience can gain serious control over your concious mind and physical body. |
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namely why people do crazy things |
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by in your head i mean someone thinking a problem exists when it really doesn't |
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Seriously though my parents were trying to get me to see a psychiatrist last night. :( It's not really very cool. I don't really want to go home today. I might work late and just stay on the net. |
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I'm not really that messed up I use to hallucinate sometimes but I'm like a LOT better the last year or so. I'm just really emotionally messed up now. |
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thats rough |
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Yeah you know I brought it on myself though so I try not to complain about it, and everything else in my life is a total ride so really I don't have it that bad. And it's not like I'm a danger to myself or others. I'm totally 100% harmless and docile etc |
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why on earth do they want you to see a psychiatrist? what goes on in your head is none of their business |
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well, that's what I meant too. |
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I go to my shrink because she gives excellent fellatio |
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