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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 05:19 [#00899212]
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If people are just gonna reply with "typical teenage talk" then you can fuck right off
I actually have no self confidence in myself now. My ego suffered a big blow a few weeks back and since then i actually dont think much of myself. I didn't really think that much of myself before but now i actually am starting to dislike who i am.
I can't imagine me doing well in college, or with my music, and im hardly having any fun at all recently. My best friend hasn't contacted me in ages and when i contact him hes always busy.
I just feel really shit, anyone else feeling this?
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Monoid
from one source all things depend on 2003-10-12 05:20 [#00899213]
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Yes
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2003-10-12 05:21 [#00899214]
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Yeah i know exactly how you feel.
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aphextriplet
from your mothers bedroom (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 05:26 [#00899215]
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unlucky.
take some mushrooms.
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Refund
from Melbourne (Australia) on 2003-10-12 05:27 [#00899216]
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nope, sorry, things are going well around my part at the moment
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 05:28 [#00899217]
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good for you man, happy for you =)
meanwhile in Gotham city, Murray is feeling really low
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Monoid
from one source all things depend on 2003-10-12 05:38 [#00899222]
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masrurbate
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nobsmuggler
from silly mid-off on 2003-10-12 05:39 [#00899223]
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i know what you mean im 23 and i still feel shit about me i kind ground it into myself when i was younger and never came back, i just learn to live with it
but on a plus side not believing your tunes is a good thing cause you will try for more (at least thats what ive found)
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Refund
from Melbourne (Australia) on 2003-10-12 05:39 [#00899224]
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I felt like this about a year ago, I'm more than happy now,
last year I was living at a university, hardly able to pay rent let alone eat, working in a dead end job, and going nowhere in life, I actually felt like I was a useless person, not becuase I was, but because of my situation
now I have a kick arse job, my own kick arse place, and I'm going places now (like, I have a trip planned to another state next week) and I feel like a better person just becuase of my accomplishments
sorry if this sounds all "typical teenage talk",
with any luck, things for you will get better and better like they did with me
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Ceri JC
from Jefferson City (United States) on 2003-10-12 05:39 [#00899225]
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Chin up mate- Warp Halloween rave to look forwards to!
Is it something you did that has damaged your ego? Or is it something someone else did?
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telica
from london/york on 2003-10-12 05:41 [#00899226]
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i think a lot of people are feeling pretty shite at the moment.
i know i am. i broke up with my bf of 7 months last night. it was a mutual decision and for the best etc etc but i wish it didn't hurt this much.
have been trying to sort out ucas stuff too, which just is one big stress. i'm so behind with my work. aargh.
telica isn't a happy girl right now.
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telica
from london/york on 2003-10-12 05:43 [#00899227]
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yay!
ceri, you're doing a spledid job of cheering me up - cheers!
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Ceri JC
from Jefferson City (United States) on 2003-10-12 05:49 [#00899233]
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No problem :)
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 05:51 [#00899235]
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telica- didnt know you were a girl, not that it matters
Mononoid - i do enough of that, it's actually quite depressing
Ceri - Someone else, it really hurt, and yeah the Warp rave is pretty cool, but ya know, i just feel really shit
Refund - thats really great, im happy for you
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oxygenfad
from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2003-10-12 05:57 [#00899239]
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Your just tired Murray. Relax. Take a break from the comp for an entire week and drink a lot of water. Lay down and try to RELAX for a bit.
Stop wearing yourself out...
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:02 [#00899243]
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wish it was as simple as that, i doubt that will help, in fact i think it will make it worse, bu tthank you anyway
btw i drink about 2 Litres of water eevryday
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telica
from london/york on 2003-10-12 06:05 [#00899246]
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i agree, i find it's better to keep busy. i know all the psychologists reckon it's better to confront it rather than pushing it to the back of your mind, but sometimes it's better to just get on with things and deal with stuff when your ready.
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Dolleater
from Afrika Bambaataa on 2003-10-12 06:05 [#00899247]
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I cant even begin to describe how much I felt like you did. I was very lucky in that a person sorta spontaneously appeared and brought love and meaning into my life. Perhaps you just need someone to really love you. Im not sure if youre already in a relationship or not, but for me, thats all I needed.
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:07 [#00899250]
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'I can't imagine my doing well' sorry;) Don't masturbate it's depressing. Drinking lots of water is a good thing. What are you doing at the moment? I mean do have any occupation you can totally drive into and focus on. I hear that's supposed to help. Cheer up things will work out I'm sure. :)
telica: yeah UCAS is a royal pain in the arse. Good Luck! Where are you applying? to do what?
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anon
from ^_^ (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:07 [#00899251]
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Hey cheer up hunni,at least georgie isn't gay! And i spoke to chris last night and he said he's going to call you anyways...so he isnt avoiding contact with you...
Get something pierced - allways cheers me up , i was just pissed off this morning and last night as you know - just pierced my ear and you should see the grin on my face.
(Hug)
-A-
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:08 [#00899254]
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naughty naughty, after what mommy told you! tss tss ;)
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:09 [#00899255]
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Again, i wish it was that simple, the person who actually really hurt me was a girl who was really REALLY interested in me and then she just blanked me for a week without any say and just totally lost interest in me.
It's like she can't even be arsed to talk to me, and it hurts cause i was really into her and i thought it was gonna work. thats what i get for wearing my heart on my sleeve i suppose
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anon
from ^_^ (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:12 [#00899257]
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Tony fish - :D but it makes me so happy! besides its just my ear she wont care too much..
Murray-I dont know if ive told u this before but from what u tell me and someone elses opinion on her she seems like an immature bitch with petty issues.Really , you're worth much more. and you should know it 'cause everyone else asides phsyco girl does...
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2003-10-12 06:12 [#00899258]
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Yeah that sucks, i wear my heart on my sleeve, it gets me nowhere but i can't help it.
It hurts.
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telica
from london/york on 2003-10-12 06:12 [#00899259]
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i'm applying to oxford, york, durham, warwick, exeter & bristol to do philosophy and politics.
It's all far more stressful that i imagined. And the ucas online application thing is absolute wank - it lost my personal statement twice. i was almost in tears by the time i'd clicked 'send'.
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DJ Xammax
from not America on 2003-10-12 06:14 [#00899260]
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I feel like the same generally, but you know my story already :/
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Erronous
from Netherlands, The on 2003-10-12 06:16 [#00899262]
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i guess you're right: a girl does bring a lot of change in your whole situation.
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oxygenfad
from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2003-10-12 06:16 [#00899263]
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Yeah that whacking off tip is true, try it Murray!!!
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Dolleater
from Afrika Bambaataa on 2003-10-12 06:18 [#00899265]
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I cant help you dude. Becuase I couldnt help myself either. But I can sympathise with you completely. I hope for the best. Move to cali man, get some rays, I'll show you were the thong bikinis are, that should put a a smile on your face.
;)
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:18 [#00899266]
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heh I remember this all too well although in my day we didn't do online so we didn't get the wonderful website-cock-up-results-in-total-application-loss issues! *feels old*. Did you visit them all? I applied to Warwick and Durham but they both seemed too damn depressing! Bristol's nice, I have a second cousin who works in administration there.
Hey cool, my bro's (MistahKurtz @ XLT)doing philosophy at UCL. At first it was pretty standard introductory stuff but apparently it's really interesting now that's he's hit the second year. Is your's 50/50 or more politically oriented?
Anyways, hope you get your first choice eventually.
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:19 [#00899268]
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oh? why so? point at a thread. sorry to hear that.
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anon
from ^_^ (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:20 [#00899269]
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OoooooOoooOOoOoh , invite all ur cool mates over liek fish n carl n people n get high n drunk with them...
OR Go to a party n have reckless wild sex OR Umm , you and chris can have a girls night in :D
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:21 [#00899270]
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Anon - i know, but it still hurts as i have to see her everyday and watch her enjoying herself with other company and not really giving a shit about me.
I think i may stop masturbating soon, it's such a let down and so depressing, and its sad.
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DJ Xammax
from not America on 2003-10-12 06:22 [#00899271]
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Hmm I was talking to Murray actually because I chat to him sometimes on MSN.
I've been so near to suicide (kinda pathetic) a lot of times. But I have a girlfriend (half-Greek woooo) and she is the reason I'm still here (SValx).
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oxygenfad
from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2003-10-12 06:23 [#00899272]
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You arn't alone bud, it sucks just as bad over seas aswell. Wait until the girl you love sleeps with 3 of your best friends in the duration of 2 weeks then later hides the fact that she is seeing and ex convict from you* : )
Thats something to start a thread about : )
*True story my friends.
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:24 [#00899273]
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Greek girlfriends rock!
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:24 [#00899274]
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All my friends like Fish, Carl, Snook, Clare, Caroline, Jules work all weekend
The second choice i would never ever do as im not like that and you know it
Chris is also a victim to work and decorating his room, i wanted to do somethign with him yesterday but suprise of all suprises he was busy
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2003-10-12 06:25 [#00899276]
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Why is everything such a bunch of wank?
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:25 [#00899277]
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FUCK! Now that is a situation that would truely fuck me up...
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oxygenfad
from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2003-10-12 06:25 [#00899278]
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I trained myself to just not care anymore.
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:26 [#00899279]
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yeah well heres a heart warming tale
in the same two months why not have your best friend just loose all repsect and interest in you and blank you and to have your first girlfriend raped by her ex and get pregnant, all over the christmas period
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TonyFish
from the realm of our dreams on 2003-10-12 06:28 [#00899280]
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funny because the ancient egyptians (or at all least of sub-cult - can't remember) thought the universe was created by their deity spanking the monkey. So yes it *is* a pile of wank!
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:28 [#00899281]
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Now it seems like i want people to feel sorry for me, which is not the case
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oxygenfad
from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2003-10-12 06:29 [#00899282]
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Smile, pick up the peices, and move on thats all I can say.
It gets you further then feel bad and blame it on yourself.
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DJ Xammax
from not America on 2003-10-12 06:33 [#00899283]
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Not even a little?
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:34 [#00899284]
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No
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oxygenfad
from www.oxygenfad.com (Canada) on 2003-10-12 06:35 [#00899286]
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Time will pass Murray, until then stay out of trouble : )
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2003-10-12 06:35 [#00899287]
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If you need to get it off your chest then do so.
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DJ Xammax
from not America on 2003-10-12 06:35 [#00899288]
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Watch some comedy programmes. Never fails for me.
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Murray
from Southend, Essex (United Kingdom) on 2003-10-12 06:37 [#00899292]
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I dont usually laugh at comedy anymore
The only people that can make me laugh are:
Chris Morris Billy Connolly
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