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& everything went weird, the milk smelt fine but I couldn't be sure whether I saw a lump make it's way into my tea or whether it was my imagination. Then I threw it away & took out a bottle of water from the fridge, the thing is, it smells like off milk & now I can't drink this! I'm now sat downstairs because my own pc upstairs is going nuts at me & I'm twitching like a crazed schizo barstard, I honestly don't know what to think anymore, I itch like it's been inside me for too long, I cannot hold the insanity back for much longer. For the record, I have been on the pc since I got up at 1pm to bid on Logic Audio on ebay, I then proceeded to make tunes & surf the net until now (5.45)am, my vision is blurred & I cant stop eating junk food (I don't even smoke the herb anymore)............ just tell me, am I a fuckin junkie or what, because this is becoming a normal occurrence & it really is starting to effect me on a psychological level, e.g. I went to bed at around 5 or 6am last night (last time I went to bed....ya know) & I must have spent the first two hours in a delirium, I was having nightmares, hearing voices, becoming paranoid, the whole 9 yards, I had to put a cd on to calm myself down & shut the voices up............ I dunno anymore, I feel mentally disturbed, I think I'm seriously heading for the mental hospital at this rate.............Fuck! Does anyone know what the fuck is going on these days? |
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I went through exactly the same thing a few weeks ago...lasted about a week then I went fine again. Had a couple of really nasty episodes though during that time. |
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Welcome to my world! Yeah it comes and goes i've learnt to grin and bear it. |
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Hmmm, I have a feeling that the people who go insane are the loners, the ones that have nobody to sort thier heads out 8/ Thats me, but I have a pc......... so maybe I'm saved from that, or maybe thats the problem, Hmmmm Anyway.....I know I can count on you guys to rescue me from the brink, I will one day tell my grandchildren that I was saved by two addicts, one of which being an emu....... *strokes emu gently while calmly bracing self for the wrath that will enevetibly ensue* I really do love this forum, I love you all. |
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