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             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-09 16:36 [#00815733] Points: 40933 Status: Lurker
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 | let me explain. with Cabbog/Gabriel Klau passing away, the whole incident
 hit me a lot harder than i expected.
 
 Im not in a depressed mode or anything, it just hurts a lot,
 Gabriel was an amazing guy !! And died at the age of 20!!
 
 Life is so precious and short, and you need to have the most
 possitive attitude about life you can, and to help others
 out, when possible.
 
 So.......
 Thats why the thread name is as such.
 Phobiazero, im begging you. Please never shut down the
 messageboard. This place is family.....The good, the bad,
 and the ugly.  This is an INCREDIBLE place to be.
 
 I do have a wife, no kids yet (probably next year) and she
 mean EVERYTHING to me. And my family is close, not perfect
 but close, and my in-laws (my wives family) They are truely
 AMAZING, they help us out when we need it and they are
 always there for love and support. Its like that here.
 Although Laura doesnt totally understand why i "hang out
 here". She respects me, and saw that i was "different"
 yesterday.
 
 We talked for about 1/2 hour, on how wonderful and preciouse
 life was, and we cried in each others arms.
 
 I THINK OF ALL OF YOU LIKE MY FAMILY.
 thank you all very much
 thanks
 recycle/thad smoyer
 
 (live life to its fullest, and be nice)
 
 
 
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         |  aquagak
             from Berlin (Germany) on 2003-08-09 16:44 [#00815736] Points: 4399 Status: Regular
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 | i feel what your saying recycle 
 
 
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         |  Anus_Presley
             on 2003-08-09 16:48 [#00815740] Points: 23472 Status: Lurker
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 | Rright back at you Thad. I have met some good people. Like I keep saying I neverr even talked to him, so I have nothing
 much to say, but seeing him in yourr avatarr knowing that he
 did what he did and (forr all we know) has no knowledge of
 this, the afterrmath, he is just gone, is verry upsetting.
 This could happen to any of us. You guys arre the best.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-09 16:48 [#00815741] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | we are a family, aren't we? :D 
 can i be the kid who likes to burn things?
 
 
 
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         |  eXXailon
             from purgatory on 2003-08-09 16:51 [#00815745] Points: 6745 Status: Lurker
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 | Thanks, thad. That's a nice thing to say. 
 I do agree with you. This board has become a community so
 tight that it's almost like a big family. Each member with
 his or her own unique features. I hope this'll only get
 better!
 
 Now I feel a group hug coming up...
 
 
 
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             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-09 16:51 [#00815747] Points: 40933 Status: Lurker | Followup to Oddioblender: #00815741
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 | NO ! we will help you though your problems:0)
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-09 16:53 [#00815748] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | well, you guys have in the past. 
 the highs and lows of my two-month perfect romance are well
 documented on this forum....
 
 
 
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         |  Smyrma
             from Beloit, WI (United States) on 2003-08-09 17:09 [#00815758] Points: 2478 Status: Lurker
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 | I didn't know Gabriel that well either, but his death affected me much more than I would've imagined.
 
 
 
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         |  mashnote
             from mol (Belgium) on 2003-08-09 17:14 [#00815763] Points: 1098 Status: Lurker
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 | i never post here much, but this is the only messageboard that actually can get to me. respect.
 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-09 17:15 [#00815764] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | btw, welcome, mashnote! 
 
 
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         |  mashnote
             from mol (Belgium) on 2003-08-09 17:18 [#00815767] Points: 1098 Status: Lurker
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 | hey thanx man :) 
 
 
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         |  Oddioblender
             from Fort Worth, TX (United States) on 2003-08-09 17:18 [#00815768] Points: 9601 Status: Lurker
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 | welcome!! 
 
 
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         |  uzim
             on 2003-08-09 17:30 [#00815777] Points: 17716 Status: Lurker
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 | that's the second time a person on a mb i visit dies... i always get a weird feeling when it happens (the death of
 someone i knew, more or less). not exactly sorrow, but...
 something really weird, and grey-coloured.
 
 death... it doesn't come that often really, but when it
 happens it makes you think it happens often...
 
 the death of someone doesn't make me respect life more in
 any way though. but i feel sorry and guilty for maybe not
 feeling as sorry as i should... or should i?... i don't
 know...
 
 i didn't know Cabbog that much, but i know he liked Zelda a
 lot and he liked Current 93 too - i will think of him now
 when i listen to C93, he made me discover it...
 
 *makes avatar black*
 
 
 
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         |  Key_Secret
             from Sverige (Sweden) on 2003-08-09 17:37 [#00815784] Points: 9325 Status: Regular
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 | yeah never close it down! Key_S is drunk at the moment, but never close it down! I
 donated damn... I really believe in xlt, xltronic rules you
 rule! Everybody donate.. and yes I will donate more... this
 place brings a lot of joy to my life :))))
 
 
 
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         |  Key_Secret
             from Sverige (Sweden) on 2003-08-09 17:38 [#00815786] Points: 9325 Status: Regular | Followup to Key_Secret: #00815784
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 | hey... +3000 posts now! ;) 
 
 
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         |  weatheredstoner
             from same shit babes. (United States) on 2003-08-09 17:44 [#00815789] Points: 12585 Status: Lurker
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 | death helps us appreciate life more. I say thanks to Cabbog and everyone else for making life worth living.
 
 
 
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             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-11 09:29 [#00817501] Points: 40933 Status: Lurker | Followup to weatheredstoner: #00815789
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 | life is always worth living, sometimes life though gets so shitty and hard that it sucks, but you dont even begin to
 relaize how many people love each of us and depend on us to
 live
 
 life is EVERYTHING.
 
 
 
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         |  afxNUMB
             from So.Flo on 2003-08-11 09:32 [#00817505] Points: 7099 Status: Regular
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 | Man, make me cry why dont cha :D 
 
 
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         |  afxNUMB
             from So.Flo on 2003-08-11 09:33 [#00817509] Points: 7099 Status: Regular
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 | youre avatar is GREAT Thad, really touching....so sad what happened to Gabriel
 
 
 
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             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-11 09:34 [#00817510] Points: 40933 Status: Lurker
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 | blah blah blah blah 
 nice guys finish last, except in my case
 
 
 
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         |  marlowe
             from Antarctica on 2003-08-11 09:37 [#00817515] Points: 24636 Status: Lurker | Followup to recycle: #00817501
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 | that's total fucking hogwash. 
 
 
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             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2003-08-11 09:39 [#00817521] Points: 40933 Status: Lurker | Followup to marlowe: #00817515
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 | i drank hogwash for 3 quaters once. 
 
 
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         |  JAroen
             from the pineal gland on 2003-08-11 10:00 [#00817557] Points: 16065 Status: Regular
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 | its strange, you guys are only letters on a screen 
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         |  qrter
             from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2003-08-11 10:10 [#00817561] Points: 47414 Status: Moderator
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 | I don't feel about messageboards this way, I guess. 
 they're places people meet, talk a bit. but to me that's
 nowhere close to meeting people in real life.
 I know how some of you are on this mb, but that doesn't have
 to be close to how people really are - in other words, I
 don't really know you.
 that said, I have met people here that I have talked to
 through other means - be it e-mail etc. that to me is a more
 worthwhile step.
 
 I don't take mb-life that seriously. it did make me sad to
 hear that Cabbog died, but more for his brother, family and
 close friends.
 
 
 
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