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have you ever thought about commitin a suicide? maybe tried it...? i dont know why i am startin this thread- i am not in "suicidal mood" but i am just curious... and it is not a music related topic so maybe i am a stupid spammer... :o) |
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http://www.xmission.com/~maddox/suicide.html |
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Suisuide.... reminds me of puberty... I wrote the following lines back then "Is it the gloom of it all, to see, to seek, to finish it for them, or is it youth; like oldness so close to death" |
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still after that wizardhood eh..:) just kidding..not a bad topic..the answer is yes and yes..looong time ago...was a dark bleak freaky time listening to dark bleak freaky stuff doing dark bleak freaky stuff.. |
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"was a dark bleak freaky time listening to dark bleak freaky stuff doing dark bleak freaky stuff.. " :o) that must have been wicked time... |
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I'm too scared to commit suicide because I'm affraid of dying. I will probably do it one day when I'm fed up with life. Music is an important reason for me not to do it. Think of all the stuff you miss when you're dead :) if you believe in the afterlife of course... |
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no, not yet |
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overdosin of which medicines would lead to coma and painless death? |
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rohypnol for example |
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what is 'rohypnol"? |
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a medicine wich lets you fall asleep and wich is quite strong junkies mix it with alcohol - its a really fucked trip .... |
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death isn't real. |
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nad overdosing it could be so dangerous? |
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Well, I don't believe in the afterlife, so I'm trying to just live the life that I've been given. The important part is to strike a balance between living and feeling alive, just so u dont do anything too stupid. |
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ähm i don`t wanna help you, but yes, overdosing rohypnol makes you sleep a VERY long time .... |
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''I'm too scared to commit suicide because I'm affraid of dying. I will probably do it one day when I'm fed up with life. Music is an important reason for me not to do it. Think of all the stuff you miss when you're dead :) if you believe in the afterlife of course... '' My sentiments exactly. Music is what keeps me going. I've thought about topping myself, even planned it out and know just how to go about doing it, but I've never REALLY considered it. But I'm the type that would kill myself, for sure, but It's not that bad and I'm not seriously thinking about it or anything. |
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Thought about it a lot. Have two young sisters so I won't. Wouldn't be fair to them. Plus, how would the board survive without me? *GASP* |
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Well if you're gonna do it Steamtank...do it quickly, that way you'll help to decrease the surplus population ! BTW: Don't make a mess....keep it clean! |
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yeah, I have considered it... and came pretty close one time... but, my feelings now is that no matter how bad things get, there's always a positive upturn in life around the corner... sometimes you have to go find it, and sometimes it comes to you, but it's there... plus, how bad do I really have it, even at my worst points? Not bad at all... so, now that my head is clearer then other times in my life, I can say that I will NEVER commit suicide... |
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the last time i tried to commit suicide i was on Ecstacy, believe it or not. For some reason after that i've never been able to come that close again, which is probably a good thing. |
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I just want to say that it really bothers me when ppl say that those who kill themselves are cowardly. To actually take one's own life, one has to be INCREDIBLY brave! To fight one's instinct for survival, to not be too frightened, I think one must be a very strong person. However, I think younger kids who kill themselves might not realize what they're really doing, or something. As fo rmyself, ya, I've thought about it before. Usually related to an insanely f*ed up relationship, or the use of certain drugs. |
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the barb of the human instinct to survive has been dulled by our own ability to control the environment. as the rate of human dissatisfaction is on the incline, i predict a higher rate of suicide. as for ever thinking about it, no, ihaven't. i have to many interests in this realm, and i'm afraid The After won't have my toys waiting for me when i pass over, even if i get the egyptian style burial. |
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I feel the same way. Gotta be brave to top yourself... People who go on with life don't impress me with their ''bravery''. Any idiot can make a living. I see it around... total morons being successful and having things go their way, when they don't deserve it. NOT just anybody can put a gun to their temple and pull the trigger... I can't, though I often want to. Don't got the balls... |
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this thread is starting to get a little morose. creepy..... |
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Well it was hardly gonna be a barrel of laughs in the first place, surely?!??! |
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he he he! |
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well, yeah i have tried quite a few times. first time was a teenage thing. got a razor and slit my wrists all up, got bandages n shit, you guessed it that was over a girl, was ok for a while after that, then i met another girl, broke up with her, got depressed and od'd on a load off pills. went to hospital had my stomach pumped and they stuck me in the psych ward. now im addicted to morphine, its pretty good, keeps me from getting depressed, don't know what im going to do though cause my life really does suck some serious ass. so yeah i still think of it every now and then, i know if i try again im actually going to do it, rather than just get sent to hospital and be watched over 24/7, thats a fate worse than death!! |
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sdfsdfsdf |
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i'm too much of a wimp to kill myself (too much blood and other things inside the body coming out), but i really don't want to be alive.... i wish i could just fade away and disapear without leaving a mark... life, and growing older isn't worth the bother... ...dammit, we need those kervorkian suicide booths! in the USA, this is going to be the century of a hella lot of old sick people draining away all the money so they can keep getting older and sicker and more helpless, healthcare is very expensive... will we really have pensions and social security when we get in our 70s? there will be way too many old people... so i will gladly do my part and feed the fly larvae... |
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yes i have thought about it and yes i have tried it. but now that i have more people like my therapist to talk to instead of just my parents (cuz y'know you can't tell them everything...) and that i'm on celexa (antidepressant) i am a little more under control. |
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i got pretty fucked on moraphine when i had my appendix out. and that one time i took a rather large hit of PCP because i didnt know what it was...i was pretty fucked up, probably came close to the lethal dose line. |
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ive never considered suicide.. no matter how bleak things get...and they can get bleak... theres always something to make life worth living...its often the smallest mundane things that people take for granted which make life great |
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sey... |
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i'm also too scared to commit suicide-- but becuase i'm afraid if NOT dying. if things fucked up, i could end up crippled or blind or in a coma or something. *shudders at the thought* i think i'd rather take my chances battling what life brings my way. |
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