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-=[MC PhuQheAd]=- from Frankfurt/Germany on 2001-07-30 13:42 [#00018668]

Hi mates,

it's me again...

I've got a big problem.
I don't know what to do...
I don't actually have a problem, it's just that it's my
first day of work again after one week vacancies and I have
a strange feeling I never had before.

I feel like I can't sit or stand on one place, I always have
the urge feeling to move anywhere, but I don't know
I also have a strange feeling about my girlfriend, we argue
all the time and I don't really think we'll be engaged

and a funny thing is, I don't feel sad really, I just feel
uncomfortable, like something's pressuring me...

What should I do?


Phobiazero from Sweden on 2001-07-30 13:45 [#00018669]

don't analyse everything -- walk out in the forest -- find a
sea or a big mountain (doesnt matter) -- sit there for hours
-- and feeeeel your inner thoughts...


-=[MC PhuQheAd]=- from Frankfurt/Germany on 2001-07-30 13:54 [#00018672]

Thanks phob!


kiki from j on 2001-07-30 14:19 [#00018676]

hey,how old are you?


-=[mCp]=- from Frankfurt/Germany on 2001-07-30 14:29 [#00018679]

I am 20 years old.

And if you now refer to my age, I just have to say that it
doesn't depend on age but on everybody's own mind...


Thiefofalways from Germany on 2001-07-30 17:25 [#00018707]

Id have to agree with the others, overthinking stuff can
really fry your brain, Im 25 and I still do it quite often.I
try to look at it this way, worrying does no good because if
stuff works out like you want, you wasted time worrying
about it, if it doesnt work out, then you wasted time on
something you could not control or change. I think the Dali
Llama said that, or Yoda, cant remember, but it makes sense.
Just be yourself and do what you do, things always fall into
place. Anything that cant kill you cant be that bad...


=|R3FL3X|= from Edmonton, Alberta, Canada on 2001-07-30 18:05 [#00018722]

Well im 18 and Ive seen and been through a lot of rough
stuff, or shit like this before. I know what you are talking
about more than you can imagine. Maybe you really know that
something is a miss with this woman, and that you know it
inside and just don't want to be bothered to talk about it
inside. I think you should do as Phobaizer0 says, and as
well just take 1 step back from yourself {not literally} as
a person, and take a good look at your life at the moment.
See what needs to be sorted out, and what your prioritites
are, and where they fit on your lists.


Psychiatrist from Mushroom Beach - Noosa Lembongan on 2001-07-30 21:01 [#00018749]

I am afraid that you are loosing it, it is quite possible
that you are going to break up.

If this occurs think of the things, people, places that mean
the most to you and hold onto these thoughts until its




-=[MC PhuQheAd]=- from Frankfurt/Germany on 2001-07-31 08:23 [#00018825]

Thanks guys. I appreciate...!


m....M..Mw )wW(m M m)Ww( wM..M....m on 2001-07-31 08:32 [#00018826]

I can't help... but I can sympathasise with you because I
understand. I've had plenty of very unpleasant instances
where very overpowering unpleasant emotions (though I
wouldn't be quick to call them emotions, because I probably
lack them completely) nearly took control of my sanity. (And
it's not drug related or anything.) Listen to Download's
"eyes of stanl=ey pain". That'll probably make it worse.


-=[MC PhuQheAd]=- from Frankfurt/Germany on 2001-07-31 08:50 [#00018827]

In my case it's not drug-related neither.
It's been almost a day since I posted this topic and
yesterday evening I sat by the river and thought the whole
thing over. It could be the thing that I was in too much
action during the vacancies (lots of moving and stuff) and I
just feel uncomfortable 'cause I'm not used to it anymore.
Thanks phobiazero and all you others for your support even
though this is not a topic related to RDJ.

BTW: I know there are a lot of people that have worse
problems or issues than me. I had myself some worse problems
too, I was just confused, because this problem didn't come
like problems use to...


Thompson from Cambodia on 2001-07-31 09:01 [#00018829]

I actually have the same thing; at school i feel
uncomfortable and in public I often twist around my hands
and put to much thought into walking which ends up making me
look like i was sodomised by Jesus the night before. When my
hands aren't covered, I tend to do anything. At home, I
don't though. When I'm drunk I feel comfortable. I am
"reclusive" and "anti-social." I'll turn to acid now. You
probably shouldn't do all that much drugs because you're
probably a shizophrenic or have a psychological disorder
that has been triggered by some shit. I suggest you do
drugs, grow a big round beard and spend the majority of your
life smoking in the bath.


m....M..Mw )wW(m M m)Ww( wM..M....m on 2001-07-31 09:26 [#00018831]

I have that fear of public places too, agoraphobia I think
it's called. It used to be difficult to even eat with anyone
around. Probably resulted from being FUCKED with so much in
school years. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Also depression. I read some
book "the beast" about a girl with depression, and felt
quite similar.


=|R3FL3X|= from Edmonton, Alberta, Canada on 2001-07-31 09:56 [#00018834]

Hey... ive got some problems too, everyone does really. I
mean.... its horrible that humans are given enough "power"
and will to feel such nasty things about ones life and self.
I don't want to talk about my lilfe, cause its boring to
everyone else and too akward and depressing to talk about.
Iam fine now, not depressed or anyting.

I think that ... well you ever have that feeling when your
depressed when you wish you could just jump right into, and
live the song you are listening to, or the memory you are
thinking??? Nostalgia to the 100th degree.


-=[MC PhuQheAd]=- from Frankfurt/Germany on 2001-07-31 10:31 [#00018847]

Usually I'm not a despressed person, I'm actually a guy who
has a very good balance od good mood and vibes. But
sometimes I feel lost, and like I said it doesn't make me
sad, just confused. A few months ago I used to write a song,
shoot short movies with friends or just hang out with my
mates. But since I started my job ten months ago I feel that
I am losing more and more contact to people. Except for my
girl-friend of course, but for now I'm just spending my
whole time with her.

I just want to say: If you feel depressed, start doing
music, start shooting movies, write scripts, sit by a lake
and let it all come down to you (thanx again phob), speak to
people you really trust...

(wow, this really became a psychological thread, he he)


=|R3FL3X|= from Edmonton, Alberta, Canada on 2001-07-31 10:47 [#00018849]

Yes indeed. Well ive overcome some crazy bullshit in my life
where I never thought id make it through, but did somehow.
iam that person that learns almost everything the hard way.

I agree..


boxrocket on 2001-07-31 11:06 [#00018850]

one day, as soon as the sun came up (i stay up all night) i
got this very strange feeling, a lot like what you said you
had, mc phuqhead....the only way i could explain the feeling
was to say that it was "uncomfortable"....i couldn't stop
moving around, and i couldn't understand what was going on.
got very sad and shit. it felt for the most part as if i had
died but was still inside my body. the odd thing was it
happened on 9/9/99. all day long i felt like that.


Barbel from Barbels Haus on 2001-07-31 13:57 [#00018860]

i think you should forget everything. you should start a new
life in a new town. perhaps in a new country. perhaps
england. because you dont own a driving licence this isn't
that big problem.
Perhaps that idea with that wood is a grat idea. that drugs
is bad because you get stupid. like DrRenz.

i have this feeling every weekend, a bit. thank you.


Wizard MaC from Amersfoort on 2001-07-31 14:03 [#00018862]

Just buy a didgeridoo and play on it near a river, or a
mountain (actually it doesn't really matter where you play
on it, playing on a didgeridoo just gives me a relaxed
feeling, especial with circular breathing)


od from perth on 2001-07-31 15:09 [#00018868]

yeah thinking can fuck yuy up..... i know thats its
overthinking that turned me paranoid

that and pot


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