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They story is called: why I'm happy... it's a truth story, it's my story, it's why I am soulmates with my new girlfriend and it goes like this: When I was in second grade I felt very lonely. I was changing while my friends weren't. I started listening to alternative music and started wearing whatever I liked wearing. And so there were a lot of changes that affected me. My whole life is influenced by music. I started playing guitar 9 years ago (I'm now almost 16 years old) and I've played in bands eversince. Life on that school I was talking about wasn't much fun at that moment. When I look back on it now I know that I was overreacting and I could've easily stayed in that school. BUT I wanted to go to another school. Something pulled me towards that school, it was a strange feeling but back than I didn't really pay attention to it. Ok so I started at this new school and the school wasn't better or anything. I didn't feel like anything had changed. I started to doubt if I had made the right choise, but something inside of me ( a little voice) kept on telling me that I'd made the right choise. Than I met this girl, we fell in love (but it wasn't like true love or anything) but It didn't work out cuz that little voice inside told me it wasn't right! So that didn't work out! After that I started meeting new people and stuff like that. I also decided to be a lot more honest to myself and to others. From that day on my opinion was way more important to me. I wanted to be as honest as I could. And some people started to get a little annoyed by that. But that little voice inside told me it was OK. After 5 or 6 months at my new school someone else fell in love with me and I wasn't sure if I was in love with her too. Eventually this voice inside told me it wasn't right and I should just let go of here. And so I did. And finally (2 weeks ago) I met this girl and she was just amazing, I hadn't seen here before at school but she was definately the prettiest girl in the whole school! I MEAN IT |
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GODDAMMIT! And at first I thought she didn't like me but after a week or so we started talking and it was so strange cuz our opinions were like EXACTLY the same. I felt like I met this part of me that I was missing all that time. And I finally understood why I so badly needed to make my own opinion so important, that was because that opinion is almost the same as hers! And that little voice inside of me said: this is right dude! THIS IS PERFECT, YOU NEED HER AND SHE NEEDS YOU! And everything became clear to me. Why I came to this new school, why I refused those two other girls, why I wanted my opinion as honest as poissible. Everything was clear to me! And the thing is that she had a lot of problems in the past and she liked to hide yunno from the world outside. She is very closed to others but she told me I was the one that broke her wall! It's like she is Yin and I'm Yang. It's so WEIRD and it feels so perfect. I love her! It's amazing. That's the whole story, excuse me if my english is a little bad, it's because of all the excitement. So now you guys now why I'm so happy lately :) |
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you want someone to play violin over these words ? ;) I'm just kidding |
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hehe |
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i'm sorry i didn't read it all, but ____congratulations____! |
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I guess it all sounds a little too perfect for you guys but it's just the way I feel. And if you were dutch I would've had a better explanation |
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thanks fat kaimo |
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it's a great story, and i hope you remain happy, but not to throw a wrench in your cogs there bud, but your young still, and life in the real world sucks! you just either got to stay oblivious to how bad things can get, or realize that you can live defeated by the bad things. |
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and the dutch version would be at least ten times longer... |
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I make jokes but .... I would like to experience the same kind of relationship...you see.... too many times without a girl I'm gonna go psychomentallophysicodamaged for real ! |
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yeah, I know the real world sucks, we both know the real world. I've been there. She's still there. But that's too personal... |
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psychomentallophysicodamaged damn, that's the coolest word I've ever seen! |
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neurone, life without a woman can sometimes be a blessing, sorry i just spent a few hours with my ex on friday! |
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It's totally different for everyone |
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yep, remain optimistic! |
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I will. I alsoknow that some of you'll think I'm way too young for such a conclusion but I don't :P |
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no pb, I'm more busy with sound than with girl this time (chek the webcast topic !) |
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maybe you are, maybe you aren't only time will tell! thats the problem! |
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time will tell |
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