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anyone else here pissed/bummed? I dont know, its like someone dumped a shitload of problems on me all at once.... I know i shouldnt be complaining cause i know what evol is goin thru, but whatever, just felt like sharing...peace |
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What's Evol going through, I might have missed that... I'm depressed 100% of the time, so of course I'm depressed now. Not so bad since the Montreal Canadiens are winning right now, this instant, but once the game's over the reality that life sucks and people are idiots and I'm depressed will sink in again! D'oh! |
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yeah, like alot of the time, i agree with you ophecks ( cept i dont watch sports really, cept the x-games) look for his thread , he made it a few days ago, talks about his shit thats happening to him, not good at all.... |
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The fact that I'm almost failing college because of lack of motivation is depressing... I can't push myself because I'll end up another slave to this shit society even if I get some posh education. I'm happy just listening to music (and a girl would help), but I don't need a college education for either of them... arg. I'll have to go anyway, to appease my shallow ass family and our shallow ass society. Bla bla bla bla!!! |
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YEAH life sucks... I just sit there trying to find happiness. I don't know if hapiness is real I don't think love exists I'm so lost and probably always will be |
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lately im soo lost and soooo confused, im always trying to find a meaning behind everything and i always wonder why people act/do the things they do, sooo many htings just dont make sense! it makes me go insane.... plus i have soo much school work right now its not even funny, o boy... |
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i guess my bummed-ness is on and off.. im done with school now...which is a good thing...but that means most of the girls i liked are gone for the summer now...which is a bad thing i guess.. another bad thing is that now that im out of school...my dad has really been on my back about getting a job...which i have no problem with...my summer would be really boring otherwise...but hes being extremely annoying about it... i guess the good side of that situation is that it seems most of the places that are hiring now are staffed by cute girls :) i guess i cant be too depressed when it starts getting nice out..which it has been lately.. |
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fucking life! yes, yes i am depressed ...and about as unmotivated as possible, i think! why should i work my ass off for school... only to go on to other school.... just to be rewarded with numbers on paper as marks! then... to get a job and be rewarded with more numbers on paper, this time money! it all seems so useless and.... ARRRGH! and it doesn't help that almost everyone else is a COMPLETE MORON! so cought up in trivial bullshit and such... |
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and GIRLS! dont get me started on girls! why does my basic chemistry have to make me so attracted to these stupid, frustrating creatures!?!?! (guys are just as stupid, but i dont have to drool over them!) |
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I'm with AMinal on the girl's thing! Last week, fo English I wrote the most fucking nice poem for the girl in my class, had tor ead it in front of her, and the next fucking week she startes goin out with a fag in a grade below us! this kid would have to go on his fuckin tip-toes to give me head! FUCK IT ALL |
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oh yeah, dont me started on girls.....oh man.......such a waste of time/money/emotions, yet you cant not want them........CONFUSING FRUSTRATING WORLD! |
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I'm somewhat bummed, but i've had worse weeks than this. Hopefully things will be happy soon! |
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I've been wanting to share my poem with someone, does anyone here wanna hear???? |
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I was kinda bummed yesterday, even though it was BoC day, but today was ok... tomorrow I'm getting some more BoC in the form of A Beautiful Place Out in the Country, got the call tonight that it's in actually... so tomorrow should be alright!!!! :) it's funny though, really is, yesterday I declared it BoC day, and yesterday and today I've been listening to BoC non-stop, and I even thought about A Beautiful Place, and how it's taken so long to get here... and then all of a sudden I get the call... anyways, I'm happy!!! |
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yes man, share it!! |
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please, share oh, and i forgot to mention: !!!!!!!!!!!SCHOOL IS SUCH BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!! almost ALL of it!!!!! its so frustrating! how are we supposed to learn this useless shit that we have no interest in?!?! (i just thought u'd like to know that) |
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one thing I like about university is that it's actually worth something... and I found that was motivation for me to work hard... man, as long as you can get through school with high enough marks to get into college (if you want to) then you'll be fine... high school is really only necessary to get a degree, it's not really worth anything else nowadays... |
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I heard her laughter Like the coo of a dove And i realised then I felt nothing but love Her soft flowing Hair And those beautiful eyes made me feel dreamier Than the clouds in the skies In class she sat Quietly listening Her painted fingernails, Gold and Glistening Three o'clock came, Signalling the end of the day ANd there was only one thing I Wasnted to say I pictured me ask "ould you like to meet Tonight for a movie?" But the possibility of rejection Made me feel quiet goofy I waited outside Pondering my task And ask she approached, I decided to ask....... |
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oooh, nice poem man... who's the lucky lady? |
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and what happened???? |
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Jenna...I s'pose that doesn't help, but she has the most beautiful eyes in the world. As soon as I looked into them I seriously wanted her.....and she has one fine piece of ass, bad i respect her too much to say that out loud |
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XLR => read up the topic a little, I posted about her.... |
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can anyone give me feedback on my poem?? I wanna know what some InTeLlEcTuAl people think, hehe |
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Problem is, even university seems useless to me... I'm not interested in any of my classes, I can't get into this shit. Getting a degree won't matter at all to me, I couldn't care less... but unfortunately to succeed in the world you gotta be educated... blech. All about money... my uncle went to university for like 10 years to be some rich doctor, and the poor fucker isn't any happier for it... I don't give a shit about money, so I'm just not motivated to do well in college to get a high paying job. I try to tell myself to get my act together, but I never can, I just go back to not caring. I've never been concerned about it till this year, because college gives you freedom to SKIP SKIP SKIP, which I DID DID DID, a HELL of a lot, and I might fail a couple courses because of it. But I think I may be passing all of them anyway, which would be a HUGE weight off my shoulders. I don't care, but I DO care, it's so damn frustrating. It's boring and any idiot can pass this, but I'm so unmotivated. But it's so important... MY HEAD IS EXPLODING!!!!! *splat |
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yeah i hate that feeling of not being motivated...but still caring enough to be worried about it...but not motivated enough to solve your problems... its kinda one of those catch 22 situations... |
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yeah, that's horrible... you're worried, and you actually want to do well, but you're too lazy to do anything about it... I know that feeling... but I have since smartened up a bit, and now work a fair amount!! |
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i thought i found the right girl this time, but it's came with heaps of problems and stress..not necessarily directly her, but a lot of circumstances that are no good..like her strict parents..etc.. |
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nice poem mate its funny how girls work , it really is, theytre so damn complicated, then again LIFE IS |
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welcome to my world mates! |
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damn i thought this thread was gonna be about anal sex! :( |
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bummed not bumlickity |
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bummed also means being fucked up the ass |
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i was not aware of that, garth were you aware of that? |
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hmm, i think I've found the right girl, but she lives all the way up in birmingham.... far away from here! Strange thing is she's really outgoing so when she goes to gigs she meets ppl, then meets them after and stuff - it makes me feel really jealous, just because they can like see her nearly ALL the time, but i cant. I've started to get really paranoid lately, like there's a second meaning for every little thing she says... we always talk on the fone at weekends (its cheaper then!) and it's cool, but it's just frustrating as hell. Hopefully we'll meet up in london after our exams are over. that was a really nice poem, by the way, spoonz! |
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You don't want to *listen* to a girl Ophecks- that'll just bore you... |
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maybe in the USA, that meaning is not prevalent--but ask ben or Jarworski or Jand or Ceri im sure theyll confirm |
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i'm sure, i don't doubt it. |
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i can asure you the thread does not have anything to with "being fucked up the ass" lol |
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;) |
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Existence = Suffering Existence = Music Music ‚ Suffering |
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Yeah, that ‚ was actually an = with a cross thru it. |
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don't be so melodramatic! |
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EVOL's avatar and no play makes Sido Dyas a horny man.... |
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go have a wank then |
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