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and all the other good ol boys from 2003 |
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sunday night: 50mg vaporized in GVG. If it wasn't a breakthrough, I don't know what it was. Within seconds of taking the third hit, putting the pipe down and quickly turning off the lamp behind me, I exhaled and the entire waking world obliterated into the moving, blueish green semi transparent patterns that I have come to associate with my few previous DMT experiences. DMT's patterns move a lot more than psilocybin or LSD's patterns do, for me anyway. The movement coalesced into what was basically a ghost with a white body, fluid in some places, rectangular in others, and a white snowflake like head. It defied conventional geometry. It had sinister looking downward tilted empty holes for eyes (jack-o-lantern eyes), though I felt no ill-intent from it. This creature did a slow feather fall, slightly side to side, closer and closer to me. It exerted a monumental pressure, an extreme intensity. The pressure, the power output of this thing-- I cannot put into words. It was somehow trying to communicate with me. "Do you see it?!" It asked, but not with words. I see it! I replied, but not with words. "DO YOU SEE IT??!!" I SEE IT!!!!! At this point I had opened my eyes. I wanted to keep them closed, but I could not. It didn't matter because open or closed, the visuals continued exactly the same as they had been-- no perceptible change whatsoever. "The entity" continued its descent towards me, closer and closer. In the peripheral of my vision, on the right side, was a misshapen circle like portal that showed me something like a parking lot... It was a window to some place familiar, but with the creature slow-falling towards me, I couldn't really get more than a sense of it, as it was dividing my focus. As the creature finally landed gently on top of me, I noticed it had a reddish, almost insectoid like mouth. The pressure ceased, as it laid on top of me. It grabbed my head (without any arms, mind you) and gave my hair a gentle caress. It lowered its lips to mine and made contact... |
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a strange, alien kiss from beyond the void. It pulled back a bit, and released some kind of multicolored rainbow psychedelic juice directly into my mouth. There was no flavor or physical sensation to the act that I can recall. I was taken aback, but I wasn't afraid. All I said to myself was "I hope this stuff isn't anything bad...." but again, what I felt from the creature was closer to... compassion(?) than anything else, combined with a strong urgency on its behalf to SHOW ME SOMETHING. I don't know what. I laid there for a bit, letting it do it's thing, and then I sort of came to... my perspective shifted by what felt like only a few degrees. Just a mild shift, but instantly all the parts of this creature's body were actually shadows cast on the ceiling from a light on my computer speakers (playing Brian Eno- Ambient 4). It was like all the shadows in my room had come to life to make that thing. That portal to some strange parking lot? It was my alarm clock to my right. The whole room was normal again-- though some oval shaped, multi colored Lovecraftian thing was compressing and expanding like an accordion as soon as I closed my eyes again. It looked like a demented version of the moon combined with a beating heart. This creature was neutral though and didn't have anything it wanted to show me. It was soon gone completely. That all took place within the span of about 10 minutes. Within 10 more I was completely sober, no euphoria, no visuals, no odd thoughts. DMT is so fast and strong that I don't really feel I can get any "work" done like I can with other psychedelics. I can't play with it, can't compare it to my sober self, can't really do anything but marvel in the face of it. It's just an instant event that happens quickly and dissipates quickly. As to whether or not that creature was something real that I was connecting with? I have no idea. It could easily have been something real that I was channeling, tuned into like a radio frequency-- but then again, maybe it was just the s |
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hadows on my ceiling all along. |
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be mindful embracing the otherworld, not the place you wanna get stuck. and keep on making tracks like this and fen funk. they´re stimulatig my synapses! |
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You have to embrace it but restrain yourself from visiting too often. That's my feeling anyway. Anything short of an embrace makes it all dissonant and sketched out. Appreciate the listen holms. |
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still remember that track bit with "...if theres an elf in front of you.." |
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Hah. That's Haven't visited that in ages. I think the last third is lazy dogshit but the rest has a certain charm ;p |
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lol |
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Let the record show that I did NOT bump this 8 month old spam thread, which effectively puts 3 tracks on the first page. That's cx levels of spam. But I will say I think this is my favorite track I made this year overall. |
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it's nice stuff, the changeup in the subtle pads around 1:40 comes in just right. i could quite hear this being longer so the boom bap structure could decay / destroy itself but it's good as it is, doesn't outstay its welcome. think i've been listening to nts sessions too much, heh |
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Ashes to Ashes funky to funky |
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gashes to gashes, spunk to spunky |
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(sorry) |
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our spunk shall clash mid air |
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and rain upon our naked bodies |
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amen |
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