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A song I wrote about depression, social anxiety, and the
fear of being alone.
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llc
from United States on 2018-08-24 04:53 [#02559404]
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Recently I've been trying to avoid being on the computer at all due to the onset of carpal tunnel affecting my right hand, wrist, and forearm. Tonight however, I was for some reason motivated to spend all of my time after work writing and recording the bass line for a song that I've been close to finishing for a while now. After polishing the mix to my best ability, I think I'm pleased with what I ended up with, but I'm definitely feeling the pain from over-doing it.
As the title says, this song is about depression, as well as the feelings of social anxiety and loneliness that can be overwhelming at times. I know it's certainly not going to be the cup of tea that most people here prefer to drink, but I hope some of you may be able to relate to it and perhaps get something out of it.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 12:05 [#02559415]
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Hey LLC! The song Dreams about Love is really good! I'm not trying to blow smoke up your ass, I really like it. It's a misty Friday before work here and supposed to be in the 90s all weekend. Anyways....lol. it's really good. Do you have other songs?
Depression and anxiety are no fun, keep writing beautiful songs or writing or getting outaide. Again, recycle really likes the cup of tea you have served and wants to drink more :)
♡thad
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2018-08-24 12:46 [#02559424]
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it's really pretty nice, this. gentle, wistful stuff. i'm not one who thinks clean production is always the way to go but it works here. you can tell it's not just a 5 min job
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 13:47 [#02559438]
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its cool but you still have to scrape the bottom of the barrell
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 13:48 [#02559439]
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Mo. What the fuck does that mean
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 13:48 [#02559440]
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doesnt make me cry, even a single tear
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 13:54 [#02559441]
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listen to goldie timeless, culture beat, learn the load of emotion those chicks put in the music
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 13:55 [#02559442]
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everything but the girl
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 14:07 [#02559443]
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ot: does inner city life sample predator II?
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 14:17 [#02559445]
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Mo. Have a little sympathy. It's not always about you
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 14:19 [#02559446]
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you're right about the simpathy, wrong about wanting to have it about me, thad smoyer
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 14:24 [#02559447]
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you make 69s, what you moan about
i wont compete with your personality ever, what you moan about
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 14:25 [#02559448]
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The dude wrote a song to help himself out and others. Read what you wrote. I know it's a silly Idm message board but hey
♡ thad alan smoyer
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 14:26 [#02559449]
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Sorry. I'm just missing my son a lot. See him tomorrow
Through 69 comment was pretty lol
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 14:35 [#02559451]
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i only know as soon as i post something on this site there's a pussy crying shit lately
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 14:44 [#02559455]
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I try not to be a pussy. But the guy wrote a personal real song
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 14:47 [#02559459]
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yeah, personal real and hes disappearing right after your comments
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SignedUpToLOL
from Zuckuss fanfiction (United Kingdom) on 2018-08-24 14:50 [#02559462]
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Now I'm depressed :S
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 15:04 [#02559463]
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Mo. Some people don't live here I just moved back a few weeks ago lol
LOL> hahahah bummer dude
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llc
from United States on 2018-08-24 15:07 [#02559465]
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Thanks for the input guys! I posted this right before going to sleep, and I'm just now on my first break at work, so I apologize for the delay. I know a lot of the music that I write may not appeal to the idm crowd, though a lot of the classics in afx, boc, squarepusher, ae, etc. have been a very important part of my musical experience over the years. I know that the sound I am coming to develop may not wholly reflect this fact, but these days I find it easier to write in a softer, more downtempo style. I think a large part of this stems from the severe tinnitus that I developed some 5 years ago due to excessive loud music both at concerts (with no earplugs of course) and with headphones at work. I do enjoy hearing other people's opinions though, perhaps especially when I know it's not what they would normally listen to.
As for your question recycle, I do have another recent track called Mistakes that I posted here a little while back. It was written after I ended my relationship with my first live-in girlfriend of 3 years. Thanks again for all the comments, and if my music can possibly provide some level of comfort to even a single person, it's worth it to me to share it.
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mermaidman
on 2018-08-24 15:21 [#02559466]
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mohamed ruthless boy
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RussellDust
on 2018-08-24 19:01 [#02559477]
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Lyrics aside it’s a pretty chill sounding depression. Sunset, cocktail, beach...
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llc
from United States on 2018-08-24 19:36 [#02559481]
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Haha, thanks Russell. I appreciate the feedback, and you're not the first person to say something along those lines to me.
I also wanted to say that I really don't mind criticism of any sort, and contrary to what others may think, I am glad for your input mohamed. Obviously not everyone is going to be keen on everything or even anything that I write and produce. Of course I hope to reach some people on an emotional level, but I certainly don't *expect* it. If you're actually taking the time to listen and give your honest opinion, that's fantastic! That's really more than I can ask of anyone, so I don't think that someone not getting the same emotional response from the music as I put into creating it is in any way unusual or offensive. I would much rather get an honest reaction than a false one, or none at all. So thank you for your input too mohamed, and thanks to belb and signeduptoLOL as well. Sorry for making you depressed, but I'm glad you could feel something all the same! 😅
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 19:52 [#02559483]
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i met a woman on the tube, that went under carpal tunnel surgery and was made disabled forever by the italian nhs. her hand just couldnt stop moving as if she was playing a piano or something.
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 20:10 [#02559488]
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says someone with 37000 posts
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 20:18 [#02559489]
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meanwhile you're back copulating with your female exemplary, and im here staring the site. well done, smoyer
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2018-08-24 20:22 [#02559490]
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Hahahha I've been here since 1996ish..
Did a little copulation earlier today. Been "working" all day
Blah blah off at 5pm
You can do more than stare at this site lol There's watmm
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llc
from United States on 2018-08-24 20:25 [#02559491]
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Believe me, I'm absolutely terrified of carpal tunnel. I'm a week into wearing this wrist splint, but I'm not sure how effective it's actually going to be. I'm still in the beginning stages, so I'm hoping I can recover without the need for surgery, but it's hard to tell at this point. I've spent so much time using the computer for anything from games, to reddit, to doing my best impression of a producer. Add in the hours I put into practicing guitar (I have some much more complex material that I need to practice A LOT to be able to record it) and I clearly didn't spend enough time stretching and relaxing my wrists. The thought of not being able to play guitar or write and produce music anymore is INCREDIBLY depressing, and I've actually just come home from work some days and just slept until it was time to get up for work again the next day. It's going to be rough if this continues to get worse, which I have a really bad feeling that it will...
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 20:26 [#02559492]
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you dont want me to talk about your 'finally watmm' signage you had over there, right?
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 20:30 [#02559494]
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cut the producer bullshit mate
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 20:35 [#02559495]
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health is the top priority
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 20:47 [#02559497]
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just kill the fucking impression as a producer, straight away, then you will improve.
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llc
from United States on 2018-08-24 22:58 [#02559518]
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Yeah, I know health is definitely the #1 priority. It's just hard to stay away from the computer or guitar in any capacity, especially when I have so much stuff I want to work on. Honestly it's just hard to find other things to do to occupy my time when I want to be doing the things I love and am so used to doing. And I know I'm not any sort of gifted producer by any means, but I am trying to improve. I have a shitload to learn, and it sucks taking time away from that.
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 23:04 [#02559520]
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bullshit, your capacity as a producer levels with your personal experiences. everyone finds a way.
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2018-08-24 23:09 [#02559521]
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sorry if im being rude, i just firmly believe what im saying
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RussellDust
on 2018-08-25 00:03 [#02559524]
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be strong
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