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i'm 28 i've been sober for the first time since I was 12 (for more than couple days) for about four months. i'm feeling quite odd. i'm in seattle, but I don't really know anyone up here. I don't have the patience I'd like to have for things. I bought a keyboard hoping I would suddenly get good at playing it. Been a week now, and I'm not master. 10,000 hours, right? I think I'm at three. i've been posting on here for like 10 years or more, i think (has this site even been around this long? i've been continuing to write music, pretty regularly, though I've gone a few extended periods without producing anything.. i guess i'm getting scared that i'm living the IDM star fantasy really i just need some attention and to vent i'm going to go play my keyboard. i love this forum. |
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Congrats on all accounts. Listen to jazz, so you can play keyboard and be better at electronic music. |
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I'm a withered failfag who will get old and wrinkly then die if I'm not driven to suicide first. The only notable thing about me is that I made the reproduction of all my ancestors futile by hitting an evolutionary brick wall due to all my fail. I am literally the end of evolution. The end product is an abomination of intertwined broken memes and genes, a pooping human caterpillar of broken nurture and nature. People look in the night sky and have a glimmer of wonder and hope at possible extra terrestrial ecosystems, maybe a utopia of dark crystal style creatures of light or something. But no, every last gravitationally bound life system is corrupted just like ours is. The whole universe is a hell matrix and you'll be reincarnated in it for eternity. Stand back and look at that factory farm you were grown in. We had no chance. We're birds in cages. The entire sky has been reduced to a tiny cage. Even imaginary bars are inescapable. My Little Pony is cool. |
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Earth is pretty. |
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