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How do you get unangry on command? |
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listen to candy by cameo |
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masturbate |
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i like to masturbate until i am really angry |
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Turn the anger into remorse, then go to bed very early. |
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gotta agree with monoid. that or punch stuff... i put some dents in my door last night and felt a bit better. have fun dealing with your anger! |
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rant at things |
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It's when i'm forced by my own poor actions to look at myself in disgust that i hate. I just hate my job, that's really all there is to it. The peace of being alone and doing what you want is really uplifting. |
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change jobs , dont work at anything you hate doing unless it does real good for others. like building respiratory machines for children who are ill ( it might be a tough job but dont give up on that... however if it seems completely pointless. give up and make more awesome music and busk in the street with your midi keyboard and watch all the money fall at your feet. |
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yeah, keep an eye out for other jobs, i know it's hard to make that transition once you get into a pattern, but if you find something better it's worth trying. I sort of hate my job too, it's just people, I think i hate people in general don't like small talk and wearing a mask to fit in. so i just ignore people allot and they most likely think i'm a cunt, but the trick is not to care.. |
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punching stuff just makes your hands unpretty. ive punched too much and nothing changes like i think IF I PUNCH THIS THINGS WILL FEEL BETTER. no |
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Yeah, here's the thing: my whole Job/School/Career ... I live with my mom and stepfather, and my stepfather is my boss. I work in Detroit in the Eastern Market doing the shittiest job. (cutting and wrapping shrink-wrapped pallettes full of boxes of meat for the USDA) Needless to say, i come home smelling like butthole and i've started turning into a blob because of my laziness due to the lack of energy i have to do anything when i get home from a work day that starts at 61:00 a.m. I have an inflated paycheck which i've already protested but got ignored about. I've already had opportunities to move out, and i was very close about a month ago, except my mother and stepfather disagreed with my choice. They said i would not be strict enough with myself to get up for work at 5:00 a.m. in the morning and do my homework. I eventually gave in to stay because i figured i only have 2 more years of school left, and after that i will be ready and secure enough to do anything and have the right to not give a fuck what they say anymore. Plus i will hopefully have a better paying job, that pays more so i can actually live in a decent pad and sustain a life. Though, it's true, my stepfather provided me with a job, and his company is paying for my tuition. Which both i am very grateful for! I come to work early even when i have a fucked up schedule and i live 45 minutes away from Detroit. I've been doing fucking proper in school for Illustration and i have about $7,000 a year in Scholarships. But all of this and i still am pissed half of the time because i know if i don't leave that fucking job, i'll end up settling for that piece of crap work that i disagree with because it's the only thing i'll be used to. I feel that in this world i wouldn't want to try and live off of making music, maybe art though because the work is more plentiful and you can get so much more money out of people. No offense, i mean i don't even know why people pay so much for art. |
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6:00 a.m.* Oh and i forgot to add that the people i work with are mostly all fucking mentally stunted. Except the younger people like me who actually might have a chance if they do something with themselves. |
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you whiney fag. try getting some real problems. |
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I have maybe one person i know outside of this messageboard who likes my music enough to want to promote it. It just doesn't seem realistic. I would love to, but things are far from stable enough in that area for me to pursue it. I mean trying to make money making music that sounds like shit people were making 10 or more years ago really doesn't seem real lucrative. |
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hey yeah fuck you too. You're exaclty the example of the type of people i work with. "whiney fag" Fuck off. I wonder what you consider real problems to be. |
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you're sitting here bitching about things not being good enough. you live in michigan, surely you'd understand how good you have it at the mo'. grow the fuck up. |
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no i'm not bitching, i'm explaining my situation and why i feel angry. You think the location you live someehow represents how good your life is? You're a fucking imbecile, who thinks people are "cool" cause they live in michigan. Just like stupid pricks who afraid when they hear some one is from "The D." Yeah cause they're all gangster. Bitching would be to be like you right now and irrationally lash out because of your own inablitiy to explain yourself clearly. "Grow the fuck up" Fuck you i'm 20 years old. I'm grown enough as i'll ever be. I've met people who are well in their 50's who can show you what "bitching" really is. So again, Fuck off. No one said you had to post in this thread. |
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Go watch the movie 8 mile again. i'm sure Eminem will make you feel more comfortable about your sexuality. |
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you're all angsty for no apparent reason. the plight of the spoiled. you're missing my point: michigan's economy is SHIT and you should be lucky you even have a goddamn job, you crybaby. you're 20? hahaha. |
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should consider yourself lucky* |
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Hang in for another couple of years. In years to come you'll come to reminisce about that smell of butthole. |
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I'm not all angsty? How am i angsty? What do you want me to use some of these :) ? Fuck, i'm sorry that i don't share your personality. I did say i was grateful for my job. I can see that you're much older and probably more bitter so in that case i was wrong to think anyone was older would be of any help. I really don't give a shit if you think i'm spoiled. |
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oh yeah forgot to add a hahaha, because it makes a lot of sense. |
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Oh i'm sure i will. And then i will be dead. Great story. |
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I'd just like to say (in my spoiled plight, and angst ridden attitude) Fuck rad smiles. And anyone else who shares his little elderly critique of my lucky michigan life. |
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are you studying music tech at school? |
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nope Illustration |
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could it be you're a little upset with your stepdad, your mom, but most importantly yourself? you know it's no the coworkers or anyone else. grumpy people project their own misfortune and fears onto others. aren't you too young for that? go outside, stick out your arm, then rotate yourself a couple times, stop. where is your arm pointing? take a bicycle ride that way, until you can't go any longer, then ride back. |
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I agree, i'm the one who's feeling the shit, so it must be me. But there are outside factors that add to it. Rad smiles, if you'll forgive my almost automatic inclination to be a bitchy cock about shit, can you possibly tell me what to do when i get angry or upset? How did you release your frustration at that young age? What should i do about my spoiled attitude. I'm asking you, knowing htat i might get a big "fuck you" in response, so come on, give some advice, the whiney fag spoiled shit just pissed off my ego. |
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angsty as fuck that post is |
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find your inner calm. find real reasons to wake up and feel good. untul then: chin up? |
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Yeah i really don't feel as angry as i make out to be. I'm fine sitting up here in my room painting. i enjoy life mostly, It's just cause of all this little bullshit that happens at work. I just let it consume the fuck out of me, I get all angsty as rad put it. |
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yes sounds good. |
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a bad job might be better then not having one at all |
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Yes i know, I am very thankful for having a job. I act accordingly. Except when i get in lost and angry in the actual job part. |
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i'm sorry, pulseclock. i shouldn't have said those nasty things. i'll keep my thoughts to myself in the future. peace and love is here to stay. |
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freakin pulsecocks, always erupting and gushing all over the place at the slightest prodding |
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no it's just come on, If you're gonna right to the point, then at least be sensitive about it and give some insight. You just pissed me off, i really don't like coming off as spoiled or bitchy, so any direction or advice going forward would be better i guess |
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if i pucnhed my door DAMN it would hurt!!!! doors are hard!!! |
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i just never get angry. you gotta keep your cool |
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GOD I JUST WANT TO BE DIFFERENT. IWISH I WAS COOL LIKE THE REST OF YOU. I WISH I COULD BE CALM AND COOL LIKE YOU ALL AND NOT BE SUCH A PULSING COCK |
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Complain about a band that I think is overrated. |
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you should keep your job with your stepdad while you can but try to do something with your art in the meantime. it's seriously good enough to get something in a gallery, a magazine, or something. jobs are hard to come by right now tho and plus you have some extra job security because its family. |
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haha just fuckin around man |
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yeah, i know alot of people who graduated the same major as me and they all (well most who pursue it) are doing pretty well with gallery showings and finding jobs. |
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which one? Animal collective? |
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it's alright there's no anger from me anymore, rad smiles straightened me out for real. Put me in my place, everything from now on is smooth sailing. |
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"Fuck you i'm 20 years old. I'm grown enough as i'll ever be." lol |
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just lay on the bed and listen to music until you grow a beard |
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