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yeah so ive started thinking; tv says that everyones got troubles. i dont doubt for a second that theres nuffteen hundred people who have been through some REAL shit, but it seems that most folks havn't actually got things that make them feel really horrible. most people may have standard problems but very few are as chronically head fucked as i imagined. ppl, im asking you to share some pain. tell me all about your pain ill be kind. |
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i know what youre going to do.... i know what youre thinking... |
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although, pain is too obvious to be discussed, everyone knows the problems of the human condition now especially on a messageboard. |
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nah look. you lot have problems like; korean lady dunt love me right do you feel socially awkward? are you really you? warp boxset fuckoff! then there's the givens like 'my parents were shit' ect (im not being shitty bout that cos that stuff dos count). then theres some pretty standard but pretty heavy things like; ive got cancer/someone i really love has got fucking cancer. then theres the dark shit, the dark shit that i presumed was something everyone always had. its not that dark....its just complicated. |
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look. this thread is at least a quarter less faggy than the would you be yourself thread. |
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some real evil shit happening out there. right now. in at least 200 places theres some really bad things happening. i read about this place in africa where there was some ethnic cleansing stuff happening, bad in itself. but these soldiers tied this man against a tree, killed his grandson in front of him, force fed him his grandsons guts. THEN KILLED HIM. probably slowly. that kind of badness gets in the soil of life itself. you cant undo that |
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one day. when recycle is finally chosen. he'll delete me. have away with all this ampimax nonsense. *toke cough blah |
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life is one big hell. |
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oh is it. give me your reasons? |
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the first: People claim there is a god where they start wars for, over ages now, to prove they are right. Like a zillion people already got killed for this particular reason. more reasons needed? |
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reason 4 |
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reason 4, is that a hell? Dunno I use ableton. |
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life is one big fat cunt in it's period fucking SMELLY and some people actually like it! |
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nah it was a bad joke |
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dude ... complicated |
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dude ... wheres my car |
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i think some people lack the ability to not worry about things |
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reason 2: I'm @ work atm. |
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A human being is part of the whole called by us universe ... We experience ourselves, our thoughts and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. The true value of a human being is determined by the measure and the sense in which they have obtained liberation from the self. We shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if humanity is to survive. |
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i mean this: "It's the basement of my first house. I must have been 5 years old or younger because we moved after kindergarten...? I remember walking down the stairs very quietly or slowly the basement makes me think of a cement bunker with rough walls the inside looks like it was hollowed out of a solid mass I creep toward the back room of the damp dark place I peek inside. I can see myself looking in; it’s so weird. But I don’t know what I see I think it’s my dad and maybe other people I think it’s really bad I can’t stop I’m gonna cry its bad and he sees me I run upstairs so fast but I’m naked and I’m so scared ... Wow I just burst into tears writing this. I’m not naked when I went downstairs. What happened? Memories have been returning to me over the past six months or so. This particular one hit me last night. The basement in that house has always been the first thing I think of when attempting to recall my first 5 years of existence." shit man. thats what i mean. think of the hurt |
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until then, we will suffer and do wrong to others for personal gain... |
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hah i resent that btw happiness and pain are relative. its almost irrelevant what situation you are in because everything you think and feel about that situation is subjective. some people love what others hate, others fear what others love. about the only thing you can measure in any objective way is physical pain like getting your stomach torn out. also just because something happens a lot doesnt make it any less painful or scary. like getting cancer or getting murdered by knife. |
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dude, now that just sounds really complicated. |
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dosent sound good |
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Euh..what happend in the basement? what did you see? And what hurts? Your dad in a basement? explain your self. |
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people should not be liberated from themselfs imo. They should discover who the really are! |
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a pig fucker who likes crack |
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i like you cx i was thinking about you. the reason im not feeling your music is because its so desperately self involved but in a completely diffrent way to me. i like you cos youre reasonable and kind, but ultimately you are teaming with your own self synthesised bullshit. your inner self dreams up reasons to hurt, cos you like it, cos it fills/absolves something maybe who knows. i love that and i am just the same only worse i think. many are i guess. you are cocksolid |
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not me you nipple. taken from the internet. it wouldn't be right to explain any further. these men spend there WHOLE LIVES trying to undo that shit. child abuse is the deepest of all hurt |
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a pig fuckarrrrr |
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i agree with letting go of certain things, or maybe gaining perspective about them, but yea you have to be in touch with yourself and be working on being a better person. for example i was just having trouble being serious about this thread, but i made up my mind to be sincere and contribute something. |
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oh i thought it was you too |
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no. but you have no idea how close you are and youll never guess |
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i think so, but when will we discover that we are all interlinked? when we hurt others, we are hurting ourselves we are all part of the same symbiotic system in nature and we need to realize this. But i do agree , people need to be honest about who they are and discover the truth. rather than lying to themselves |
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we are we |
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tell us all about it |
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I like it when you call me nipple..I now see what you mean..my life aint no hell..its just a bitch..nothing more nothing less...tnx for that. But I do agree on CX that pain is relative...everybody gets hurt in his life..in fact buddhists claim life is all one big suffer, I agree on that too. |
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i think there are people that most of the time is happy |
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yeah I call them stupid. |
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i agree too. infact youre spot on. i have to believe this for some special reason at the moment. ive got every reason to feel as hurt as them. but they fucking win dont they cos they were hurt so much more. ARSEHOLES |
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they are lovin it. they are the people in the adverts for windows products. but they havnt even heard of aphex so fuckem |
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GLASSE. JUST GET INVOLVED. dont hold back. ive been waiting forever |
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windowfuckers |
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one day we'll have them in one small room. all the fuckaz in a room then crush dem. we'll be supreme at last |
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The pain they experienced learned them to handlle other pain better. Something you havent learned (yet). So dont be "jealous" to their pain. For the moment: I've got to go, Finished work and going to grap a beer to kill my pain. |
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crush the competition |
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are you saying my music is self involved because im not afraid to post a bunch on here? i know it may seem like that to people.. but the truth is, yeah i like my music, but its not like i dont see its flaws or have aspirations to become better. there are many albums by other artists i consider aeons beyond anything ive ever made. and tbh, i used to be self involved, when all i did was sit around all day with the sequencer, but nowadays i do a lot of other stuff and sitting down on the computer now i can focus my creative inspiration for a couple hours and then drop it after im done. that way im more focused and my creativity is more potent i reckon. i think of my music just like any other music, it can take me away to places and get me emotionally involved for hours on end, but in the end it is only music, its not everything. i do think any artist needs to get involved and see a vision though. they have to be passionate about their output, whether it be movies, music or paintings. i think people can sense this passion when they view/listen to the output and im not going to apologize for that to anyone, even if people think of it as self involved.. |
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im FUCKING JEALOUS. if i hurt im innocent. if im innocent im good. if im good ill be loved. if im loved i neednt move anymore. haha theres a piece of me you cuntsapping werms. |
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I'm disturbed by this thread. I think about AMPI MAX at times, when he talks of his dad drinking and looking at him at 5 or 6 and shutting him off. I don't want to repeat those mistakes. |
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no! im not taking the piss. youre music is fucking good really just not me at all. but what im saying is we have something in common. how self involved are my lil spams? they get well into themselves almost wanking over there own pretty tits and ISNT LIFE LIKE THIS bullshit. im not crtitising you at all im just glad youre kind of like me perhaps. i see you cx i see you staring into blankness considering things that aren't important to people with less to think about. you DREAM UP REASONS TO CRY. im probably wrong all over but dont defend your music like youve done something wrong. i feel bad for telling you off about it a while ago tbh. it wasnt fair at all and was motivated by some kind of bullshit i was thinking about that really wasnt related to you at all. i like xlt you can type and type and type |
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