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offline illfates from space (United States) on 2009-01-01 22:10 [#02261847]
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so its 2009 and I'm resolved to kick nicotine.

i've been smoking since I was 13-- 12 years ago. I started
with cloves. Been a pack a day for nearly 10 years. I've
quit crack heroin/methadone, alcohol.. but always smoking.

I woke up this morning and didn't smoke for 5 hours, before
my girlfriend and I both caved. I felt kind of lost in an
open, cold, brooding sea of consciousness. it was an
ominous sense of what life was like without my buoy. We
shared a cigarette. I am relieved to know that the
half-life of nicotine in the body is only 2 hours, and
sensed a certain kind of clarity again after while. I can't
really concentrate very well on my own, yet.

My girlfriend started having pretty extreme mood swings, and
the whole thing is pretty frustrating.

Has anyone here smoked for 5-10 years consistently and then
quit? Especially anyone who did so through teenage years..
I am worried that my neural dynamics have wired around the
assumption that an external component delivers jolt via my
bloodstream from my lungs..

I hope I don't get fat. I'm pretty skinny from a lot of
exercise.. but if my metabolism slows down, i could grow a
double chin.

Terrible insidious mindfuck this stuff is.


 

offline rad smiles on 2009-01-01 22:13 [#02261848]
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good luck!!! its a challenge


 

offline freqy on 2009-01-01 22:31 [#02261849]
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random notes some you might like some you might think im
going to far . but all these helped me.

ly down when watching tv or reading sitting up makes your
hands wander for cig.

start doing push ups. get better every 2 days you have to
rest a day really. but when i gave up i went swimming every
night
and looked forward to a good meal with fesh ingredients you
gotta switch it round ! go the other way ..go up not down.
get a water filter. even change your toothpaste change your
after shave change your soap powder, change your
environment move the chairs to different places .. cause it
takes you away from that place where you smoked every day
and night and the smells that you associate with smoking .
your toothpaste smell after shave are smells that go with
smoking. change them and you can change your thoughts and
create new associations .like if you change your seating
arrangment. or paint a wall. whatever its good and helps

get a bike , i never need a cig when cycling , sitting on a
bus i used to .

eat olives avacardo nuts to fill up and stop the food
cravings ,rather than dairy, cheese will make yo into sumo

you think when the craving hits that it wont go away that it
will be like this forever...but its just a wave coming in
....and it goes away ...eventually the sea calms and you
completely forget about the storm....i smoked for over 10
+years from teen years...and i now don't think about smoking
at all ,until i see people on forums talk about it.

so it will go away but its harder when friends smoke in
front of you ,you need to make sure they dont offer you any.
chew gum do push ups. watch yourself get healthy and feel
great .

to be honest i watched all the lee evans comedies every
night too for the first week cause he's nuts made me feel
calmer


 

offline illfates from space (United States) on 2009-01-01 23:47 [#02261857]
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noted-- thanks. i've been gobbling chocolate like a fatty.


 

offline Daysleeper from Cardiff (United Kingdom) on 2009-01-02 13:34 [#02261922]
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I'm in the same place as you. I'm 20, and have smoked 10-20
a day, since I was 12.

Tried to quit for new year and caved last night.

Might try and join the gym or summit, cause the amount of
crisps I'm eating is cronic.


 

offline noseburger on 2009-01-02 14:20 [#02261928]
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i quit over a year ago and i still crave. i know that
probably doesnt help.


 

offline vlari from beyond the valley of the LOLs on 2009-01-02 14:22 [#02261929]
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nicotine is awesome


 

offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2009-01-02 14:48 [#02261936]
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i have to quit for the second time, i started smokin again
cus i was stressed at work. but i have decided to keep my
lungs fresh mon, i suggest ya do the same ting, or else ya
SUFFUR and eventually die innit


 

offline freqy on 2009-01-02 15:36 [#02261945]
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the craving goes you think it will stick for all night long
but it doesnt

when the trees get there branches cut along the roadside by
the bitch road counsil and governements the new twigs begin
to grow eventually ..like your lungs they will re grow ..its
best not to smoke just on a weekend cause it will totally
mess you up.

that feeling you get is your lungs growing back into
shape.....let them grow!! try to enjoy the feeling rather
than hate it.

its a good thing! obvioulsy! so when it starts to tickle
or burn or whatever, let your lungs do there job ...and dont
take a single drag on a fag cause that drag is the cousil
ready to chop your new twigs
and it will totally unbalance you .



 

offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2009-01-02 15:45 [#02261946]
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i'll quit smoking when i get something terminal and only
then, and by quit i mean jump off a nice high bridge


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2009-01-02 17:04 [#02261973]
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its the subtlest drug


 

offline S M Pennyworth from East Timor on 2009-01-02 19:31 [#02262000]
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quitting cold turkey = feeling very strange for three days
with mood swings/ depressive emotional sensations and then
bliss.

good luck, sincerely.


 

offline mappatazee from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2009-01-02 19:35 [#02262002]
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i stopped last year for 2 months cold turkey and it was
really easy in fact i felt better immediately, but i think
it was easy because i really decided to quit and the timing
was right. but a convergence of stressful circumstances
ended that stint.

now i want to quit because i have had some faint pain in my
lungs and it is surprisingly much harder when it's not
really my choice to quit.


 

offline illfates from space (United States) on 2009-01-04 17:03 [#02262254]
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i've had a less than a cigarette a day each day since the
first..

very frustrating. i'm getting it out of my routine.. me out
of it.. or whatever



 

offline freqy on 2009-01-04 17:28 [#02262258]
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i miss that feeling of giving up.,

the..

"oooooh i've added 20 years of health to my life " feeling.

the

" ooh im no longer feel im gonna die of hideous deseases
next month" feeling

" ooh i have money " feeling

i still have that feeling now , but its awesome when you
first feel it.




 

offline freqy on 2009-01-04 17:36 [#02262259]
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i'd start up again just so i could give up and enjoy that
feeling of giving up. ....but i know if i take just one drag
..i'll destroy all the nerves and lung tissue ive been
growing the past 2 years.

enjoy the feeling , dont hate it.


 

offline oyvinto on 2009-01-05 05:51 [#02262307]
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you quit heroin so quitting sigarettes should now be walk in
the park, no.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2009-01-05 07:06 [#02262317]
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one thing is putting an effort, another is going crazy
because of quitting. if you gotta crash you head on the wall
just give youself time. the best would be trying to reduce
in a propitious moment and don't feel like a shit if you
still can't go over that two or three cigs a day. it is a
gradual thing.


 

offline gingaling from Scamworth (Burkina Faso) on 2009-01-05 07:26 [#02262321]
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its wierd i havent smoked for two day, jus because i'm at my
moms, dont have my car, havent been out, its fookin cold and
i gots no pots, i dont feel i'm craving a fag or that i want
to smoke but i know that soon as is viable i'll have one. i
dunno i'd prob stop smoking rollies if i stopped pots but i
dont see that happening too soon so for now i'll jus smoke
when i feel like...


 

offline Fah from Netherlands, The on 2009-01-05 08:13 [#02262331]
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why is there a 'gay bear dating' ad on the right of this
page?


 

offline gingaling from Scamworth (Burkina Faso) on 2009-01-05 08:20 [#02262333]
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because the zilty bear is looking for love, why else?


 

offline cuntychuck from Copenhagen (Denmark) on 2009-01-05 08:29 [#02262334]
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its not unusual or uncommon to have a sexual attraction to
male bears, im sure a lot of norweigans on this board have
had experiences in that field of excitement.


 

offline Spikee Dragon from Newcastle (United Kingdom) on 2009-01-05 12:31 [#02262383]
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When you imagine yourself in a situation where you smoke,
change the image in your mind to remove smoking. So if you
think 'but I like smoking outside of work' and you see it in
your mind, change the image to you just standing there
perhaps with your hands in your pockets. Imagine yourself
getting out of bed and not smoking.

That is how you quit. Language only covers one side of your
mind and images rule over language. Most people fail because
they don't go deep enough into the mind.

I still smoke when I want, mostly weekends. It makes me ill
as fuck until I get the first one down. You're not quitting,
you can have a smoke whenever you like.


 

offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2009-01-05 12:37 [#02262386]
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i hear it's best to say that you're 'stopping', as
'quitting' implies that you're giving something up. a
suggestion which is not helpful to the process.


 

offline AMPI MAX from United Kingdom on 2009-01-05 15:05 [#02262407]
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you cunt. i'm fucking dying here


 


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