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I'm almost 27 and never been kissed or told by a woman I love you. I am a victim of perpetual rejection. People told me to focus on other things but I hate being all alone. I hate all women and hope they die. |
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Hi Richard |
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you've earned so much cash selling your sounds that you shouldn't have problems buying women, even those cheaper ones |
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come on you slag, release a new album |
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RDJ wants you to rewatch Windowlicker. You need additional training. |
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I thought monoid was dead for a long time now, it's good to see his thread around here |
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I'm trying my hardest to be positive about myself. I really hate being so alone, though. Someone wrote about being thirty six and feeling afraid that people would see her as needy if she wants a relationship with someone too much. I'm forty and I feel the same way. I do use my creativity to help me, but I know I have to reach out more and stop isolating. It's really hard. What I really want is a home (not this tiny apt. I'm living in - though I've decorated it nicely) and a family. They seem like impossible dreams. But I know I have to work much harder to achieve my dreams. Waiting around for life to get better certainly hasn't helped me much! -Marigold |
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I know what you mean. I have no wonderful words of wisdom to make things any better or any easier. I am thirty-five and I have always been on my own. Apart from when I was younger and lived with my parents. Opening up and having a "normal" sociable life seems impossible. I don't think people realise how difficult it is to be on your own all of the time. Who do you turn to when things go wrong? There is no one there and that's really tough. I go for days without speaking to anyone at all. Then people wonder why I end up "using" anorexia so much... what motivation or incentive is there? There has to be more to life, there has to be a better way of living. But I am damned if I can find it! Sorry, I was supposed to be offering something constructive, supportive and helpful! |
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I get like this too. I don't have any ideas about how to fix things, but I play little mind games with myself to deal with it. The weird thing is that the loneliness itself can make me irritable and rude and then people don't WANT to spend time with me! So I pretend I'm a monk. I pretend that I'm some kind of philosophical person who is living in a temporarily sequestered position for spiritual/emotional reasons. Thinking that way sometimes boosts my morale enough for me not to feel weird or out of place for not having a family and a home. o, and btw LOL |
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'from one source all things depend' - richard > xltronic? |
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Classic Monoid thread ! +fav |
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im also in the same boat. been feeling very unwanted and unloved. every person ive wanted to get close to have never felt the same this has happened as recent as the last couple of weeks. lonelyness is mega hard. ive had my moments though i have got very religous and kind of emotional to which may sound sad. but i now try to find things to entertain myself and help me feel differently. i try now to make sure the people i meet i can help and if i can elp and make these people happy then maybe just maybe il be that little closer to heaven, and to the life i want. that must sound well weird and stupid but hey thats the way it goes if i cant be happy then ive gotta at least make sure the good and lucky people are happy!!! i dunno bout angels, but its fear that gives men wings. thanks i hope you feel better one member said u are a gorgeous lady and he is right you must see past your greif and see your child looking at you, looking at you with love for you. remember mother is god in he eyes of children, you have all your life to meet somone treasure the time with ur child im sure love luck and fortune are round the corner tnanks for listenin and reading steve xxxxx |
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pissflaps flowline |
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asshat pedestal |
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monoid is always in love with his hate, Im almost Richard D James. |
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