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i don't. wish i did. need to do more good. |
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not at all, no. |
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I respect myself occaisonally, but those times are generally delusional. |
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lol humans |
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yes, because i'm lovely. |
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I do and I hate that others don't. |
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you need to respect yo momma! |
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damn you aint smoking again are you? |
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oh god i just can't lie to you. you're too good for that. i'm weak and gave in after 2 weeks and 2 days. but it's not all bad, a week later i went for a week with only having 1. whoever said something about doing it cold turkey doesn't work was right. i need to ease 'em off. it may take me a couple of years though... if it makes it justifiable, i was going through a massive psychological breakdown and the cigarette saved me from the bottomless pit of crazed destructive self pity. |
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sorry to hear about the breakdown , its not nice. gets some time off have a holiday if you can.. ive been there too not good. not to worry about smoking .the thing is you began to train your mind....no one gives up first go . 2 weeks is actually rather incredible !! i gave up started after 2-3 days gave up started.etc a fair few times.....but finally I found the little switch in my head and turned off the craving, its like you look for your remote control for your tv ...its a freaking pain in the arse....but once you find it you can control your cravings. easy ...haha. hey during such painful times ( ive been there) is common to ask docs for prescribed drugs ..you may not. but just friendly advice, if you do , check the damn things out on the net first. i had some once and the results were devastating. fun stuff. have a holiday..or go go-karting. haha try do something for yourself and not worry about others or what others think .. or if it is all about that...write a letter get it all out your head ...i did that and it helps big time. why let those things bounce around in your head. peace:) |
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are you really going through a psychological breakdown? or a break THROUGH? nobody owes you anything you don't owe anybody anything at all you don't need anyones help at all nobody does anything they don't want to do nobody needs your help nobody does anything inappropriate given their model of the world there's no such thing as right and wrong how different would you life be if those statements were true? |
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all you need's love and peace, man. love, peace, music. love yourself. love everybody. be at ease about everything. have patience and ease. smile :) |
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i'm alright now. i went to scotland for a week. that was cool. kind of like being in lord of the rings. in many ways though i see pain and struggle as almost necessary in life. they say you only get out what you put in, so i figure if you endure long periods of time where you'd rather be dead, then the balance should work out where you're glad you're not dead. |
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do you respect yourself? if YOU was a reality tv programme, would you look up to the character on screen and go 'god damn. i really respect that guy' |
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i dont require anybody to meet any criteria for them to have my respect - they just "are" and they "do". respects probably something to do with morals and my brain can't comprehend something like morals. the respect i have for another is the same amount of respect i have for myself since i know we are all one single superorganism |
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right, "massive psychological breakdown" sorted out by a couple of cigs and a week's holiday, get a fucking shred of self-awareness you melodramatic tit |
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you're such a dick |
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belbend |
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Smoking's no biggie. Just quit. If you didn't think it was addictive, you could have quit at any time with no hassle. |
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you're right. the only reason it's difficult is because it's so incredibly pleasurable. almost a bit like giving up masturbation |
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no |
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do you see yourself telling you these things? belb and drunken mastah , you, me, are all one person having this crazy inner dialog cause im sur eyouve had it yourself. look at the macrocosm here |
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yes |
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strange. i was thinking exactly the same thing |
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When I gave up smoking, I just stopped. You just have to catch the rhythm. |
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i respect myself in the sense that i think that im better than most people. |
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I hate myself i am a crying little baby, Aphex Twin would hate me if he knew me. I am an annoying little whiny bitch all of the time and i would commit suicide but im too afraid to kill myself, i am a loser and i hate everyone that is usually happy because i am not. I am probably a reppressesd homosexual that would just lovew to have a boyfriend. I would love to suck a dick. No one will reply to this. |
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oh yeah and FUCK all of you, can a moderator please ban me from this messageboard now? Thanks. |
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Sex is natural - sex is good Not everybody does it But everybody should Sex is natural - sex is fun Sex is best when it's... One on one One on one |
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sometimes |
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Aphex does come off as a cold person. He probably wouldn't like you. |
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i get too moody. Because i feel like the place i am at is not where i want to be. all my friends feel fake and in their own world of shit just like me, so everytime we hang out its all wierd, at least for me. I let my cat out tonight, i think she fucked some guy cat. I hope Submerge records tells me i have no future. |
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What's a belbend? |
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yes and so do you |
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respects probably something to do with morals and my brain can't comprehend something like morals. is that like a psychopath? |
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respecting =/= masturbation |
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you know what though, if you feel like you don't respect yourself because you are not doing enough good then that is not bad at all. just consider that your drive to accomplish what will make you feel better. help you parents with yard work this weekend, volunteer to help a friend move, maybe the little things will help you feel better. |
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i need to kick myself in the ass on that kind of stuff too |
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it is only the value system that dictates what is good or bad, otherwise there's no such thing as good or bad - it's conceptual. self respect is fulfilling your own personal ethical code and not allowing yourself to be told what to think and feel by others. think independently and question everything including yourself, that's the first step to truth, truth is all there is. |
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here's some potentially good advice from some stranger out in the ether: don't doubt the razorblade_uk. when you find the difference between desiring this change and willing this change, you'll find it happening to you. you've got to learn to get out of the way of razorblade_uk. i don't even know you, and as far away as you seem to be from where you're going, i can see already that you'll make it. for one, i will not doubt the razorblade_uk. |
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sure I do, why wouldn't I? |
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Roy will give you respect. |
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