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Anyone as miserable as me these days? If so, what's causing your misery? How are you dealing with it? |
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not at the moment but in the summer i went into a badass depression for two weeks. during that time i never did anything but stay in my room all day. and i never seemed to sleep. even my best friends were afraid to do anything with me because they knew i might freak out at anytime. crazy times. now sometimes i'll go into depressions that last a couple days but then they'll go away. i usually deal with it by listening to music and talking to people |
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I'm a pizza delivery driver, my car is unreliable, breaks down all the time, that is stressful, I need to look for a new job because of this, I'm 17 and live in a share accomodation house, losing my job means I'm out on the streets, *stress,stress,stress,stress. |
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I'm unbearably depressed right now, more than usual... I have no motivation, skipping classes, doing poorly... fuck, I had all the time in the world to study for my psych test today, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Just lots of music and moping... I bet I barely passed it, by like a hair. |
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i've been pretty depressed for a while now (6 years or so.) It's really sucks...little by little i've stopped doing the things i used to love, i just don't have the energy or will to do anything anymore. i go to class everyday, then lock myself in my room and do pretty much nothing. this messageboard is really the only contact i have with other people. i wish i knew how to change things, but i guess it becomes "normal" after time. i've never been good with dealing with it, so i can't really give you much advise...hopefully you can work it out. |
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I was going to wake up this morning and go out looking for a job, It's 2:00PM, and I'm still not out and about yet |
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Naiic... you just described ME, as well. |
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yea, i can go in and out of depression. most of the time its all good, but sometimes when its really shitty, i sit back and think; i fuckin hate girls. |
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like right now actually, the thought of it is keeping me from my math homework, my practicing, my programming, my friends..... |
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damn girls |
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you described me 2 years ago,.. then my dad kicked me out of home, and I lost the internet for 2 years, here I am now, mr social butterfly, slipping back into my old ways because of the net, to be honest, I prefer it this way, yay for antisocialism |
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yea dude, fuck em, who needs em when you can just tap it and have great relationships with your female friends you aren't attracted to. |
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I hear you man. Nothing can depress you like being in school and not getting around to doing your fucking work. This one time it was especially bad, I was cutting classes and lying to my mom and girlfriend about it, staying up late, sleeping late... I thought I was headed for a fucking nervous breakdown. I was starting to twitch and talk to myself. You just have to kick yourself in the nuts and make yourself do it. Always, always, always, no matter how lazy you are, you will find that it's easier than it seemed not anywhere near as bad as not doing it. Go! Now! Do! Even if it's just for a hour or less, do fucking something, build momentum, you'll get things done and feel better. |
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I should write a book on how to get by in life without a significant other. the title could be, masterbation and friends of the opposite sex. it sums it all up really. |
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feeltmouse, wise wise wise words. |
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i almost got kicked out of school already this year for skipping so many classes. |
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You're totally right... I have two ''huge'' essays coming up in a couple weeks, and it seems daunting... but I'll probably finish both of them in two evenings without a problem. Starting on them is so ridiculously hard... and I always say, ''never again, next time, you're gonna get to work on them EARLY''... of course that plan never works out. |
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don't try to fight it, right the storm. let it pass and understand that you will feel better in the future. and you will. |
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I wasn't depressed at the beginning of reading this thread, but now.... |
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So many depressed people on the Internet. Heh, I aint really depressed just damn lazy.....i really dont know what caused this, but its been like that for years.... I just want to be left alone. |
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i got depressed when i went through a nasty patch and no one would believe what i told them, except a few friends (lime my parents didnt believe me.....dont really blame them) but i said fuck them they dont even need to know. i dont ever tell my parents when i ahve problems now. they hate me for it soemtimes, and they dont udnerstand that theyre the reason i dont tell them. idiots. but yeah im ok. i havent been depressed or chased my demons for a long tmie now. |
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oops forgot to say earthleakage is right i remember whenever i have g/fs and we fight i feel sick and depressed when i go to bed, but you just think abuot it as much as possible and then for some reason all of a sudden you just feel better....... i dunno it worked for me. |
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my mom never believed me when i told her i had serious problems but then one day i freaked out and smashed by face against the floor until there was a big puddle of blood covering the corner of the kitchen floor. then she was gonna send me to therapy, but never did. i dont tell my mom htings anymore either though |
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im sorry, but i can't help but chuckle when reading that last post. |
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Here's a real interesting tip that seems to work for me... sleep deprivation I mean just sleep 5 - 5 1/2 hours a night. Don't knock it until you try it. |
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depressed people tend to sleep either a lot less or a lot more than average. also, depressed people's appetite either increases or decreases substantially. |
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that's pretty true...i sleep more and eat only one meal a day. |
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Depressingly enough, that's me too! I'm getting up at 3pm, and nibbling toast once in a while :O |
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This time of year always brings about bouts of depression in me. It must have something to do with the colder air, the darker days, the upsurgence in school work, and the general lack of seeing my girlfriend while i'm away at college. Yes, my fun summer job is gone, i'm in the middle of my sophomore year, and life looks pretty bleak. Christmas, which should be a joyous time of year, is always lonely and empty. And after that there's nothing but frigid weather and no holiday for months. Now you can probably understand why summer is my favourite season. I wish you all the best of luck in dealing with this difficult time of year. Know that you are loved, and that you are strong enough to pull yourself through whatever may come your way. |
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i seem to just have no motivation these days. i go to class, and it's like, who gives fuck all? I mean, It doesnt get me anything, I want INSTANT results dammit! I mean, maybe if someone would offer me something to pass, like say I pass all my classes Id get a new PowerMac G4 or something, but otherwise I dont see how it further betters me at the moment. So I dont really care. But ah well, fuck it, Ill just go listen to pulsewidth agian and forget it all...... |
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I think the weather is affecting me too. I go for long walks everyday and I got used to the sun beating down on me, seeing blue skies and big fluffy clouds. Now it's cold and rainy everyday and I can't remember the last time I've seen the sun or a blue sky, skin's getting pale. Any momentum I've gathered over the summer has just halted, shifted the other way. All that on top of other things. Luckily I have Morrissey helping me out. It seems like no matter what I'm thinking about or how I feel, he seems to have written a song about it. |
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hey ctrl alt del are you in high school? |
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college, and a shitty one at that. |
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november spawned a monster indeed! don't worry chums, we'll all stick together ;) |
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dude, why don't you transfer? |
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weather definatly affects me it acctually has a name S.A.D. (corny eh?) it stands for Seasonal Affective Disorder. With the changing of the seasons, depression comes and goes. Fall and Winter are my bad times. hasnt started yet... but im sure it will. But im on meds, so it helps. Senior year of highschool was the worst. I wasnt on any meds at the time, although i had been before. I was so utterly depressed. it was the worst feeling. I didnt do work, didnt pay attention to anything, even like a conversation with my friends. I kept fucking up in ensemble, cause i couldnt focus (which is rare for me... music is usally the only thing that is constant...) id come how from school, go straight to my room, and just cry my eyes out. Id stay there until dinner, and sometimes id even skip dinner. Then id go back to my room and just cry more. Id cry myself to sleep, wake up the next morning, and get to school late, cause it took so much to convince myself to go. Repeat process... but my mom has depression too, so she knew what was up, and dragged me to the doc, and got me on meds. ive been pretty good since then. i still get generally depressed in fall/winter... and have my momments at other times... i also have panic attacks, and they are pretty much year round though. and boy, do those suck. |
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panic attacks suck royal dick,.. have those |
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ed.= "I" have those |
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for some reason i don't get affected by the weather. i'm depressed in the summer and the winter; rain and shine...but when i'm at school and around people it definitely gets worse. |
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yep people do it to me too. depression and panic attacks alike. |
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If your misery is long enough and concentrated enough, it eventually turns into happiness because it has nowhere else to go, so don't worry. |
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that's actually true. sometimes you can subconciously feel the need to experience bad in order to be able to feel good later on. makes sense to me anyway. |
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if only you were a masochist then you'd have not problems, even if you did have problems. |
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yes, but what if everything was fine?!! |
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whoa. that person would be quite mixed up. |
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just being aware of problems usually makes the problem solve itself |
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there is only one massive problem and everyone is too individually minded to solve it. overpopulation of humans. this causes a fractal shockwave of problems everywhere. |
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