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hevquip from 45 angry wasps throats on 2002-01-18 21:01 [#00071823] | |||||||||
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...sucks right now. i've been fucking up left and right, i don't have a girlfriend, i hate work and school. i get in my car and go wherever i'm going, but i'll i want to do is stay in my car and drive forever. i go home and i just want to be left alone. i want to say "fuck off" to everything and everyone. it's not that i'm real angry at people, it's just that i really, really, value my quiet time and like lots of space. i've stopped giving a damn, which is a problem because it makes it seem as if everyone else cares too much now. i keep on thinking that if one has to go through life, you'd think it's supposed to be a happy experience. it's like i keep on expecting some sort of break for me. i'm too afraid to be happy because i know something would happen to ruin the moment for me. i've started writing some, which is helping me (it's not crap wankery about how painful life is or angsty or any of that). maybe i should devote some more time to my music making too. i'm thinking one thing i could do is get a girlfriend for the companionship and attention and comfort factor, but i'm wondering if it'd make me feel better, or if i'd just end up shutting myself off from her and not make efforts to communicate. maybe i should just quit before i get further behind and becoming a fucking bus driver for the rest of my life... |
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m...m...m on 2002-01-18 21:07 [#00071828] | |||||||||
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are you a bus driver right now? The thing that sucks about life is work. |
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m...m...m on 2002-01-18 21:08 [#00071831] | |||||||||
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there are too many copies of human dna, the urge to replicate is muffled. Let the people who watch WWF replicate, to further contaminate the gene pool. I don't want my dna in it. |
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Ophecks from Nova Scotia on 2002-01-18 21:18 [#00071845] | |||||||||
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When you say quit... is that a suicide reference? Maybe I'm mis-interpreting, but don't do that... you're too smart, you'll turn things around. Keep writing and doing whatever it is you do, you're only 19. Years ahead to figure shit out. I wish I could take my own fucking advice, I'm going INSANE!!!! |
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Ophecks from Nova Scotia on 2002-01-18 21:27 [#00071849] | |||||||||
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Oh, by the way, girls suck. Almost every last one of them. Don't be in a hurry to get a girl. You'll find the right one. And now that I notice, you meant quit as in trying to get a girlfriend. Do that. Just quit, there's no sense. You'll know if you find a good one, and you obviously haven't. You won't find ''comfort'' with some bimbo that you want to be with just for the ''companionship'' factor. |
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hevquip from 45 angry wasps throats on 2002-01-18 21:46 [#00071865] | |||||||||
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when i said i should just quit, i meant quit trying to make something out of this life. i'd never kill myself personally. if, however, i got hit by a car at the end of the day, i wouldn't really care. yes, i am only 19 with many more days to come, but each of those days can bring joy...or sorrow. one...against the world... |
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The_Funkmaster from Newfoundland, Canada on 2002-01-18 21:55 [#00071868] | |||||||||
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Yeah, you wouldn't want to kill yourself... suicide is permanent, whereas the problem could be resolved tomorrow... yeah, I know what you mean man... sometimes life just sucks, and I don't give a shit what happens, but then I think about what Ophecks said like "Hey, I'm only 19, and I got all my life ahead of my" and it's true... who knows what'll happen in the future... Life is a struggle man, so don't worry about it... we're all going through the same thing... just make sure you keep going, and that applies to everyone... no matter how much things might suck, just keep trying and fighting through it, and you'll find something better... |
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Old Beatnik from las vegas on 2002-01-18 21:57 [#00071870] | |||||||||
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write some memoirs: "Me Vs all the fucking lying, conniving, insulting assholes of the world" (and don't think not everybody fits into this category because they do....assholes) i started to write something along those lines once and it cheered me up no end, if only helping me to see the world for what it really is...........music making helps as well |
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Ophecks from Nova Scotia on 2002-01-18 21:57 [#00071871] | |||||||||
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I know exactly what you mean. I give this advice, but I don't think that way myself. I think the way you're thinking. I just passed on what people have told me, which, frankly, hasn't helped. I really wonder what's going to happen with my life... hmm... we'll see... same for you. More than likely, it'll bring joy rather than sorrow. Tough to believe, but you're gonna have to. What else can you do? |
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hevquip from 45 angry wasps throats on 2002-01-18 21:59 [#00071873] | |||||||||
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fund: "make hevquip a happy guy" purpose: to give the aforementioned person loads of money so that he may tell everyone else to "fuck off" as he removes himself from the flow of life and lives in a mansion, watching t.v. or playing videogames, or racing around in fast cars (which you ought best give me) reason for one to contribtute: because you're all such grand assholes (i'll make sure you feel guilty too if you don't) benefits: for the contributer...none. ahahaha! actually, maybe you'll feel good about yourself, but why should i care? come on and help a "brother" out. (you suck if you don't...and jesus will cry) drawbacks: you lose a few, measley, worthless, worthless dollars. money is evil too, you sinners. give it to me and let me be the scapegoat. (i'll cuss at you if you don't contribute also) contributions: dollaz, dollaz! gold, mansions, stock options, large corporations, sellable organs, pirate booty, cruise ships, exotic cars, oil companies, kingdoms, supermodels, continents, etc., etc.. |
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Ophecks from Nova Scotia on 2002-01-18 22:02 [#00071875] | |||||||||
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I just learned the guitar solo for ''Something'' on my guitar ten minutes ago. I'm very happy with myself! It's the little things. |
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ZAPD from Cornwall on 2002-01-18 22:04 [#00071877] | |||||||||
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I hate my life too, but i feel guilty because it is good realy. |
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hevquip from 45 angry wasps throats on 2002-01-18 22:07 [#00071880] | |||||||||
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it's not life i hate, it's the system and everyone that's a part of it. i only ask to be left alone and to my own devices where i feel most comfortable. people only complicate things for other people. |
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Jel on 2002-01-19 00:12 [#00071951] | |||||||||
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I think you are a lazy MOFO ! Hehe, look, i hate school and my job, but if everything GOES right, I quit that shit JOB, and school next year and do something ELSE...... Maybe you should do something else.....if thats posible........ |
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AMinal from toronto, canada on 2002-01-19 00:27 [#00071959] | |||||||||
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ur not lazy.. ur just to smart to wander around in a little world uve made up for urself w/ the illusion that its important like everyone else.. i think if u figure out that nothing matters its a great revelation. |
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my-little-sister on 2002-01-19 00:45 [#00071962] | |||||||||
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I know wot u mean by always wanting to tell every1 to fuck off, and let u have ur own time. Most ppl seem to somehow annoy me, but i make myself get along with them, cos I just hav to. I try not to blame any1 for anything and I just have little things to keep me happy. I set myself a target, that was to make a my-little-sister album (type thing), so I spend most my time either dreaming about it or doing something about it. Dont u love the bloke off of '2000 arces under the sky'? the londoner bloke, i mean! |
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my-little-sister on 2002-01-19 00:47 [#00071963] | |||||||||
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ooo, and get Movements by Roots Manuva... or just ANYTHING by roots manuva. It's really good UK HipHop! |
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wayout from a plastic bubble on 2002-01-19 05:00 [#00072007] | |||||||||
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heheh...if it makes you feel any better...i dont have a girlfriend either (or the social skills to get one..) or a car to drive around in... |
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m...m...m on 2002-01-19 05:05 [#00072010] | |||||||||
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I don't have any social skills either, but I have a reliable car :) |
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The_Funkmaster from Newfoundland, Canada on 2002-01-19 05:07 [#00072011] | |||||||||
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what, are you all losers? :) no, but yeah Hevquip, at least you got a hot car man... that should be good to attract the girls to you, and really, that's the hard part... |
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The_Funkmaster from Newfoundland, Canada on 2002-01-19 05:08 [#00072012] | |||||||||
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it's strange with me though... I can talk to a girl no problem, but then if I thought about asking her out, oh I get so nervous and shit... it's retarded... |
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AMinal from toronto, canada on 2002-01-19 05:12 [#00072013] | |||||||||
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ya same here |
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])avid \] iolence from It's not important. on 2002-01-19 08:00 [#00072067] | |||||||||
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Your words touched me. Not like daddy did either. I hope things work out for you alright. You won't notice them, you just kinda feel change. Except for a few of the forum fuckups here, it's all relatively good advice. I trust you will persevere. [nods] Besides, I want to feel under your bra, I want to tell you on that, for sure....i want to fuck you with my red, hot, car. |
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