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offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 10:44 [#02624133]
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after a 6 year pause, i am drinking the shakes off of a

lsd was the thing that stopped me in my tracks last time,
and fuck it, i have no source for acid and i thought i'd

can anyone mail me a letter with a couple of tabs in? it's
by far the easiest thing to smuggle and i would be extremely
grateful, my head needs a reset

it's if you don't want to do this
public-wise, will pay the going rate and will make you a
wav-based cutup track or summat. dunno. negotiable


offline mermaidman on 2023-01-13 11:15 [#02624134]
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if you can’t Find acid cause that works for you you could
go to your doctor and tell the situation they’d give you
something that’ll help


offline mermaidman on 2023-01-13 11:16 [#02624135]
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how long you’ve been drinking?


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 11:26 [#02624137]
Points: 6105 Status: Regular | Followup to mermaidman: #02624134

i'm in the process of changing doctor's practice, got an
appt next wk if can't tough out the physical side. depends
on the doctor you get but most will tell you to not stop
drinking just cut down, or give you a week's benzo taper at

this hasn't been going on long enuf for really bad
physicals, it's just like i've been gradually turning down
the contrast on life, i would like to see again


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 11:28 [#02624138]
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only been back on the sauce a coupla weeks but i'd like to
keep it that way

lsd, you are calling me


offline Tony Danza from nuked west on 2023-01-13 11:36 [#02624139]
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My understanding is, authentic clean acid is increasingly
rare. Even if you manage to procure some, maybe you don't
wanna accidentally trigger other things with it.

Sorry to be boring and nervous but maybe try the doctor


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 11:44 [#02624140]
Points: 6105 Status: Regular

the only other molecules potent enuf to fit on a paper tab
at effective doses are the NBOMe series and they
taste extremely bitter on blotter paper, easy to tell a bum
tab. good acid is out there, and you fine peeps are the
closest to a 55yo deadhead i can think of


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2023-01-13 18:01 [#02624151]
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may i also please have some lsd


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 18:02 [#02624152]
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lsd gods may yr bounty rain upon our silly heads


offline mermaidman on 2023-01-13 18:43 [#02624156]
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epic shouldn't have any lsd imho


offline mermaidman on 2023-01-13 18:44 [#02624157]
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an epic post on lsd?! no thank you


offline Wolfslice from Bay Area, CA (United States) on 2023-01-13 18:48 [#02624158]
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the last guy who hooked me up just completed his training to
be a california highway patrol officer, hah.

I've considered taking the plunge and just getting some on
the dark web, but it all seems a bit sketchy.


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 18:55 [#02624159]
Points: 6105 Status: Regular | Followup to Wolfslice: #02624158

yeah sketchy is right, i can't be fucked be getting into
darkweb really. used to drool over some of the bud you could
get on silkroad but that went down into legal hell when ross
albricht got a gun to his head


offline Wolfslice from Bay Area, CA (United States) on 2023-01-14 03:56 [#02624165]
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Yeah I feel the same way about being arsed. I don't even
know how to buy cryptocurrency, it's pretty involved. And on
a more personal level, I don't really know what you're going
thru right now (and I sincerely hope it passes and you feel
good again, man)...

It might still be worth it, to use the dark web if you don't
have another recourse. I know everything I got the last few
years was twice removed from the dark web (CHP friend's
friend ordered there, and it was the good stuff). I don't
wanna bug a burgeoning police officer friend for drugs
again, but I may simply ask him for his buddy's number at
some point. And then cold call some random dude and not
sound like a narc? lol

All I can really say about LSD (in particular) is this: I
don't consider my own self worth much. I have some people
who love me (my wife, my mom and dad, some close friends),
but as far as caring about MYSELF... it doesn't really
happen, ever. As far as I'm concerned, I can have a massive
heart attack at 50 and that's all good. I enjoyed some
moments on this planet, didn't enjoy some others, and now
I've spent all my tokens.

When I take acid, that notion seems positively LUDICROUS. I
feel like life is something precious, that I'm some kind of
magical elf tapping into primal chimes, that every moment of
my life has led to to *this* gnome spiral.

So, I recommend a refresher of the experience, somehow.


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-14 10:37 [#02624172]
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"life is something precious, that I'm some kind of
magical elf tapping into primal chimes, that every moment of
my life has led to to *this* gnome spiral."

thisssssss. i always feel totally energized after a trip,
and it was always chimps not elves for me, pure primate
consciousness. and they have been trying to communicate.
said goodbye to some lost kitties, and said hello to some
chimp friends, and the utterly peaceful orang utan
collective brain


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2023-01-14 13:17 [#02624177]
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watch other people get drunk for a while, and say: yes,
sure. similar for weed. but then i quite liked weed, and
that got me into the circles with people who quite liked
acid and mushrooms, and this one was a bit harder for me to
evaluate. i asked lots of questions. in retrospect: they
were equal parts brilliant and crap. but it wasn't like
grass or booze where i could watch people whom i knew at
baseline and get a rough idea, acid. just fragments like,
someone coming knocking in a room with a few people, "can i
just chill here a bit? i'm on acid, and... i'm fine, but...
there's just a lot going on in the hallway now, you
know?" and some people are like "yeah i know." i didn't, but
i could read enough about how he was feeling to not ask

anyways, after too many questions -- which were
actually met with much delight -- i decided to try mushrooms
first. my first trip i have some question answers around
tripping with me just, you know, not sure how i'll do. but
after that, second one, i'm actually like, get out, this one
is mine. and i promptly have one of those things that MAPS
writes about; years of psychotherapy in about 15 minutes
over a trauma i'd never even considered as a rational adult.
memory unaccessed until then. mushrooms also taught me how
to draw

but acid, very different. instead of years of psychotherapy
in 15 minutes, i was seeing oscillating patterns throughout
history. acid is the sky, whereas mushrooms are the earth, i
remember thinking. acid is much more technical, engineering.
debug mode for your brain

similarly: i tried using cubase on mushrooms, and the
pitches were moving around, fuck, music is broken. on acid,
it was like putty in my hands

belb is an experienced sort and, well, maybe he just wants
to be more technical. it is reasonable, really. mushrooms
can be kind of forceful anyways


offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-15 00:20 [#02624181]
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acid is the sky, whereas mushrooms are the earth

note2belb this is lovely


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