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what a fucking shitty week for my dad uncle dies I can't speak hear that the divorce went through probably getting phone calls about where to draw the line on his multi million dollar home and other possesions during hospice visits what the fuck I really shouldn't be relating myself to Henry Rollins every second |
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This week i failed once again at becoming an alpha male. It is also already tuesday, and so far, it is not looking that i will realize my goal until saturday. Fuck my life. |
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alpha male lesson #457 - grab what you want look at it and say "you are mine now." that's what real men do |
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i stood in an auditorium filled with people and told them to take the red pill. pretty good so far |
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i don't understand. you make a thread called "post your week," and then promptly post your dad's week. are you not an independent man? tell your dad to keep his chin up, at least he's had a multimillion dollar home. i certainly haven't |
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i'll start with just today i woke up this morning, snoozed the alarm once or twice, but nothing too terrible. once i was out of the shower, i was feeling pretty chill. the train had been sucking the last few days, but today it was alright, going in. it was a bit late, but there was enough capacity; people weren't jammed into each other... the only issue was people sneezing and coughing everywhere. i really don't want to get sick again. ugh as soon as i get off the train, it's bedlam. i realize that slight delay has everyone torqued, a bit late for work. people literally move like cars do in traffic: no one wants to let me change lanes to the offramp, so i have to cut someone off. work starts snoozily and gradually turns into a shitshow. i have a russian cow orker, and he's probably the sharpest guy we have, but gosh, he drives me batty sometimes. he's sneezing and coughing into a rag and i'm even more sdfhjgdfg about not getting sick. things repeatedly blow up; i put out the fires. i run into a more major issue, i mention it to my cow orker. he promptly crowds me, starts telling me i do not understand problem. he's super close to me, culturally different personal space, i guess. usually doesn't bother me but i can literally feel a bit of his flu spittle land on my hand at multiple points and i start to feel like i'm going to flip out. he grabs my mouse and keyboard and puts his hands all over. he insists i'm wrong, i don't understand but he doesn't fucking understand. he was in such a rush he didn't even hear me say that a certain thing had changed. after five torturous minutes he's finally all: oh, yeah, i see, that is a totally different problem, then. dfjgkdfg. the spittle lands on my wrist again and i literally, physically react. flail then he's still fussing with my computer, crowding me. lunch is here; i'm dying for a cig. i stand up. let him keep messing with it. minutes pass. he's still fucking with my workstation, chatting at me. i get up and leave |
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he left me be after that, though, more probably because he had his own shit to take care of rather than worry about mine. i coded for seven hours or so and the company owner gave me a shout-out to everyone at the end of the day, because, actually, i did fix the thing, in spite of it all i have two beers at one of the train station's bars after work. the train is late. then we have to move and get on another train i hate the train. work, well, it's not perfect, but tolerable |
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"so, how is it actually coming along," the founder asks. "well, uh... right now i'm just testing it, trying to find problems, and, so far, i haven't found any" i reply "that's the sort of excellence we strive for, here" he says crowd laugh. |
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now i'm lost in a meld of the strange correlation between technical decisions in the codebase versus political/social dynamics within the organization there will be some weaselpedia entries from this. |
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i like my job, i hate my commute. post ur week, your every week |
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i hope u njoy my report on da frontlinez of what like is life wid a real fing an d wudddeva |
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Why the fuck would an American company even hire Russians? A fucking software company? It's a fucking insane security risk. You guys seriously need to consider unionizing the fuck up to stop your employer from hiring fucking Russians. |
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pot you're weak |
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I have nothing it might as well be MY week kei9 is right |
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I feel like saying multimillion dollar home one more time. |
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i said multimilion a few times in my head after reading your post |
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10:29 AM If you don't respond. You are making the choice. And helping me hate my life. Can I trust you to tell me if you touched her in her sleep or recorded sound or video. My paranoia does not heal is just comes in waves. 11:49 AM There was no recording of any sort. Everything that Has been said is it. Like you said the pimple has been popped. I just feel like I don’t even know what to do to make it better. I think I need time to work out my problems. I love you I think I need time to work out my problems too but we are self destructing. 11:50 AM Does that include sleep. to my initial question. That includes sleep Do you wonder how she feels Yes I do ... In what way? I’m curious about why she thinks it’s all my fault. She was the one who never told me that what we were doing wasn’t okay. I was only 16 and In so much pain from dad dying. I didn’t know what I was doing. She’s making it seem like I’m the monster who raped her when she wasn’t telling me that it wasn’t okay. She came into my room on my birthday and just started to give me a handjob. How is that my fault? Mom loves that story. You know she told many people about your story while she cut people hair in Colfax. I've been approached in stores and had to re explain everything. With whole milk in my hand. Had a best friend just come over to tell me that my love is a cheating loser. As long as theirs more people on your side. Your just more popular. Do you think that all of this was entirely my fault and Kristen was in no way responsible? |
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I have no job and nothing to lose. What does that mean I'm in danger. In danger? Something is going to happen to my life if this doesn't stop Codi I’ve told you the truth. She was just as much responsible as I was. What about the next girl. Or even before that. You told me you've been with A LOT of women. I have never raped anyone. How dare you accuse me of that. Her name was * * * * *BLOCKED* * * * * |
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There you go shit wad. |
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Flew from Australia to Manchester Flew from Manchester to Argentina Flew from Argentina to Chile Flew from Chloe to Manchester Flew from Liverpool to Geneva Flew from Geneva to Manchester Just got home. |
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That was the last 8 days, sorry. |
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thx chodi <3 |
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did you stop and have lunch somewhere, or were you just on a plane the whole time? were you smuggling narcotics? are you a steward(ess)? |
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today the train was late yesterday the train was late the train was late the train was late the late was train |
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i almost wouldn't mind so much if there were more accurate warnings; estimates of when the train, like, might actually be there. instead, i'm standing there, watching an LCD with the train listings (it's in a hardened enclosure, outdoors, scuffs, bird poop -- looks right off the bridge of the matrix hovercraft, those things do). as soon as i arrive, trains are delayed. i am there way early. i would have been better off working another half hour and catching the later one. if i'd known how it'd play out, i'd have just stayed at work. but i didn't, i got there way early, and there are two trains delayed. the next train in the queue lights up as: delayed. then the next. then the next. i see mine coming up three or four away, and i'm praying: please clear out before mine it does not. i am standing for like 40 minutes, my feet hurt, and finally it is there, about when i'd have showed up at the station to wait for the next train. the engineer in me saw a classic cascading failure: delays rippling across the system. later, one of the conductors confirmed it: some train had problems, blocked all the other trains, and so all the trains are late. he was quite a character, that conductor, almost doing a bit of stand up to the people in the car. "...yeah. i, personally, broke the train myself" he deadpans i don't blame him, i don't. but the cascading failure should have immediately been posted to their freaking twitter, or something, to let me know that it might be a shitshow and i'd be better off taking the next train. it's a win-win, really. if there are issues, and you let me know, i will actually shift to an area of the system under less load. but you don't. because you are the fucking late |
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