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8^S Uh-OH Spaghetti ohs! |
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it escapes me that you can not see how malnourished you look and to call it an achievement is coco pops, bananas get mental help now get your poo together man |
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*puzzles |
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Having issues myself. Issue bros? 👊🏻 |
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That’s what ‘day of retribution manifesto man’ Elliot Rodgers was like. Epic is a soft soul and I don’t think his anger is the issue here, especially when it’s mostly us making him angry. But yeah, you do realise you complain an awful lot, right, epic? I see that people have helped financially and that’s ace. You have friends here, even those who didn’t pay up lol! |
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it escapes me that you can not see how malnourished you look and to call it an achievement is coco pops, bananas get mental help now that is... well, fuck you? literally, i said, THIS THREAD, "buy my gear so i can eat" please. or help me find a job. the achievement is that i am still here, i'm trying, and i haven't collapsed into the drink. then to have people say i should not be going through... oh, denial, anger, collapse, acceptance etc. when i write, especially about my [science etc], i just get on a tear. i'm an insanely fast typist... so, you get those long kubla khans. then the ideas spiral more ideas as i walk for miles and miles, and i've more to post. and i can build up a real head of steam over a few days ...or not. or i can pull the plug; tear myself off it. or not let it get going at all. i get like this making music too -- when i used to do that, anyways this is not manic, this is the plus side of ADHD. meanwhile, i don't really get wicked lows. i went through kind of a collapse a few weeks back as part of the natural phases of coming to grips with the legal stuff, the collapse of my life, etc. -- but then i got up, i kept going i made a bunch of stupid vids when i was in the middle of the "denial" phase, i suppose. then i'm off my meds, with the mistaken assumption no one will ever ever give me them again... thankfully, i'm wrong. i get them back and, wham -- the videos stop, i get through [court thing] and fuck yes, i pulled it off!! it was kind of a rush of emotion, that whole day. then i'm out the courthouse door at the end of the day, and yeah, i was flying off that for a few hours then i'm back to it and now [like, RIGHT NOW!!] i'm stressing on how i'm going to pay my internet before it gets shut off in general, you're just showering me with negativity and if i don't maintain a positive attitude, i'll be fucked |
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there are also some deeply disturbed people here, who tell me things like "disability is lit" or "c'mon, join the cripples" while claiming to have my best interest at heart; accusing me of a mental condition I DO NOT HAVE; i've already had it diagnosed as ADHD thanks? by a doctor, not some shitheads on the internet? get it together and stop denying the brutish harassment this is |
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why would you try to trash my employment prospects too? the hell is wrong with... wolfy, darius, mermaidman really. tony and roger are just joining in for a laugh, and dadonck actually believes their shit |
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sorry about complaining. i'll go back to trying to salvage my life on my own now |
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i mean, i get to have some fun with this where i can. picture me walking up to the courthouse in finger cloves and a wizard hoodie carrying my father's classy old leather briefcase. stowing all my weird gear inside the briefcase and then going through the metal detector |
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*gloves and thanks belb and others that have helped financially, or at least said encouraging words |
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i have various game plans for... where am i moving to, finding a job, etc. but that depends on [court, other stuff] meanwhile, in between is: no matter how this turns out, I CANNOT KEEP ALL THIS AUDIO AND VIDEO GEAR ANYWAYS so perhaps that will help it make sense to everyone ~ i am currently in between here and there. since i don't know where [there] is just yet, i'm focusing on trying to [divest my tech gear, stem the financial bleeding, etc] and thus you have me on here stressing a bit and asking for help finding homes for crap like... ...oh, a Sony PVM Trinitron monitor + Mitsubishi BV-1000 pro VCR, a video modular... please buy these, or maybe even just have them, because to throw them in the dumpster is a fucking crime |
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Jobs: Indeed.com Glassdoor.com |
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cant you live with a friend? just for a week? or invite someone to your place and talk? or do you have an uncle/aunt? that you could help with something? just to get things going call this number maybe https://www.boston.gov/departments/housing/services-those-e xperiencing-homeless |
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If you’re at immediate risk of becoming homeless, call the Office of Housing Stability at 617-635-4200 (Monday-Friday, 9 a.m. - 5 p.m.). For help outside these hours, please contact BOS:311. You can dial 3-1-1 or call 617-635-4500. |
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are you his angel or something? |
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I called those numbers DADONCK and they will be at your flat within the hour and probably have questions for you. |
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but im still in croatia *drinking slivovica at the beach at night ill have a look at my Blink cam and talk to them and belb is his angel i play another role here |
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they will find you (hammock remix) |
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i want to install my hammock in my apartment have a nylon one that adjusts to the body so good |
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Cmon, disabilty in any kind of form is nothing bad or to be ashamed of. Im glad you beat court. Thats some really good news! |
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Well shoot bro you should!! Put in some anchors and make it happen. |
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If you get in nekkid, nylon will make you look like mortadella!! |
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Hammocks are the pinnacle of inventions |
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If you need food from the food bank or any other forms don’t be ashamed. I went with some friends years ago and drove/stood in line with them. Some people just need it as a little help or pick me up. It’s not like saying I make $15,000/year, I live in a van down by the river and am starving. |
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my apartment walls are ancient |
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I don’t care about your walls, find some studs in the wall the drywall barely holds the pictures lol |
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the malnourished thing. shut the fuck up, actually, if you're not going to... should i put actual stuff back on bandcramp? i could. ...but, yes, what was it michael jackson said? he wanted a dancer's body? well, i'm not really after anything except... agile, flexible, long-lasting. i walk five, seven miles a day. my legs are gigantic, but i never film my legs. then i do a lot of yoga and dancing. and i should probably lift and everyone would calm down. but then that's just useless bulk that slows me down dancing, and using music machines, or whatever. i am also wearing $80 "brian" glasses off the internets that are too big for my face and it enhances the effect but it is a bother getting enough protein; living off of clif builder bars [and rx bars, much better!] and bananas worked until one day i'm out of bananas and fecalith, and i think that actually... yes, it prevents me from absorbing calories to a certain extent as well. so a) i'm not malnourished b) bbut it is hard to get _proper_ nutrition and c) without proper nutrition my digestive system clams up but really, it's stupid. the amount of unwarranted leaps you're making. because i don't cut you in on a lot of details; i don't upload photos of my gigantic calf muscles or write up logs of who i'm calling on the phone [i still know some people] or record videos of me packing up the house and cleaning and etc... and i've not even posted here much? compared to how i can get? no. i'm very fucking busy today i haggled with the old battle axe at the used music store and unloaded a bunch of CDs and a wagon christ vinyl and okay now i know the ratio i'll get out of him i think i know someone who can do better. i actually didn't realize how much some of these were worth |
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this is ideal use of the lull in between the arraignment and the trial because i have to get out of this house on about the same schedule anyways then work, moving, depending on how that goes. work prospects influence moving decisions. meanwhile, i don't fucking know how any of this will turn out, i have too much stuff anyways, so yes. the lull in between. the needing to GTFO of this house. no actual income and i need to get rid of stuff. temp. or. ary i would actually love a box of RX Bars, those are amazing. send me those ...but food stamps? you're way off base. i'm just in a bit of a spot at the moment, that's all. it would be lovely if this could all be somewhat sorted by october |
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Do an OnlyFans. |
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damn for someone who's this retarded you really hate the disabled huh |
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Imagine Epic doing an Only Fans, and his anus spasming as he's tazered by the Swat Team. ~That's got to be worth Top Dollar. |
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Oh no, a bit of poop pops out. But it's just the tip of the fecalith... there's more. Much more. Too much. |
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Did you say “OnlyFans”? |
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do you mean like Epics twerking for cash? |
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